Actual ruined orgasm or messed up ejaculation?

I’ve been getting into edging and ruining orgasms for the past few weeks, and it felt like I was actually doing it correctly.Yesterday I was going to edge and ruin the orgasm. But when I finally came, it didn’t feel the same. It felt like I was peeing cum. Is that how ruined orgasms are supposed to be or did I mess up my manhood? Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://ift.tt/1UWn54n