This time my owner wants me to post about what it’s like to be his property. I know I no longer make decisions about my body; I do everything according to how my owner wants because he owns me. He has the right to choose how long I edge or deny for, the conditions of my edges (currently I have to be plugged), when or if I ruin, how I touch myself, whether I’m given pain or pleasure, and anything else he sees fit. I no longer even get to decide whether or not I wear underwear for the week. I just ask every Sunday whether or not I have the privilege of wearing them; however, I know it’s not my decision. It is the decision of the property owner to decide how his property will be presented how it will exist each day.Everyday I am reminded of my place as an owned being. I belong to someone else. I know this is where I am meant to be. I enjoy knowing that I’ve taken up my rightful place as someone else’s property, to be used as seen fit. Everyday I aim to be as useful as I can to my owner so I can be a good toy for his pleasure.My owner likes to remind me that whatever freedom I may THINK I have, I absolutely do not. I know freedom isn’t what I want. He’s recently been trying to drill this idea home. When he’s had me beg to put in my plug (which means I’m allowed to ask to edge) and finally given it to me (which doesn’t always happen), he shoves a toy in my mouth just where he wants it. He says likes me that way – helpless and pathetic. Recently after he did this, he had me fuck and rub myself and teased me mercilessly. I thought I couldn’t handle it but I know it is NOT for property to decide when to stop and start or speed up and slow down. He reminded me that he could even take away my ability to beg as I moaned and tried my hardest to beg with the toy shoved in my mouth. He told me I would just have to learn to beg without words so I could be useful in more ways. It didn’t matter what I had to say because he’s the one who ultimately decides what happens to his property. Another time recently he shoved a toy in my mouth before I could even ask for the plug. Either way I always remember the outcome isn’t for me to choose and, as property, I need to be grateful for anything I’m given. I know now that my place is not to decide what to give thanks to my owner for and what to hold back on. My job is to accept and appreciate every morsel I am given and to eagerly and willingly take what I am given.It’s interesting how much I’ve grown over the past couple months with my owner. I know that I crave to give up my control and he is providing me with that while I give him a toy to play with and use as he pleases. Each day he gives me an allowance of edges of which I must reach the minimum and not go over the maximum. Sometimes he decides to change the amounts or restrict me to only one method. I am also only allowed to look at certain nsfw content on reddit. He says he likes to keep a tight leash on his property and I know never to stray. When I do stray, there are consequences. One day I did not reach my minimum edges for the day. I knew there would be of consequences and I still didn’t complete them. Dumb. When an owner tells his property to do something, it must do it, no exceptions. Who am I to decide not to complete and instruction? I do not make those decisions and was not being a good toy. Both my owner and I knew I had to be punished. Firstly, I was plugged of course. Then he had me put on my clamps and snap a rubber band on my nipples continuously in sets of threes (the minimum number of edges I missed that day). He did this over and over to remind me that it is my place to follow his instructions, not to choose not to. I also got snaps on my thighs and right on my clit as well as a third clamp attached to my clit. He had me kneel (the perfect position for property like me) and attach the third clamp to my sheets as I used a pillow to pull on the other clamps and grind into the pillow at the same time. I whimpered but I did not complain because I knew I deserved it. I’m property and Im supposed to listen.The past couple months with my owner has solidified my place as a piece of property. He’s shown me that what I crave is to have my control and power taken away. All of this is to please me owner. I want to be the most useful toy I can be and be grateful for everything I am given. I know that whatever he gives me I deserve and I should always thanks him for that. And all of this I know I crave. Even now, I sit here with Ben Wa balls shoved inside me and no underwear, and i’m soaked just thinking about what it feels like to be a good toy and a good piece of property. It’s what I want, need, and crave. 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