weekly report for my owner (day 267 in my life of being denied)

hey, hey it’s just me with my weekly report again. not much to say other than enjoy ☺️you can find my previous reports here and here (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)a looooooot of things happened in this week but I’m pretty sure I got everything written down in this report. and its not technically gonna be late this time. very happy about that, I don’t like giving in my reports late. anyway, lots to talk about so i’ll get into it.my master reads my reports before I post them and last week I got bored of waiting for him and thought he was taking too long to read it. which is kinda ironic cuz my report was 2 days late 😅 besides that point, I simply called him slow and I was punished for it 🙄 I had to grind veryyyyy slowly on my pillow. oh and no edging during it 😔 there’s no other word to describe this but “torturous”. repeatedly grinding on that pillow so fucking slowly was gonna drive me crazy. after 10 minutes at it every movement felt like it would get it me to the edge so instead of stopping I went even slower 🙃 I was so fucking frustrated and so desperate to edge. there was just a stream of whines and incoherent begging, coming from my mouth. all my focus went to stopping myself from edging and unintentionally grinding on it for real, cuz my hips had a mind of their own by the end of the punishment.my pillow was soaked after I was done and I obviously shoved my face into it. while that was happening I became very aware of how desperate my cunt was but I couldn’t use it so I ended up fingering my ass while smelling/tasting myself off the pillow. so close to perfection, if only I was allowed to edge. in the update I sent to my master I mentioned that I haven’t been tasting myself after i’ve humped things because everything here feels icky (not in my place rn and things aren’t icky I’m just paranoid). with that information he came up with a task. I had to lick 10 different things by the end of the day. I was both annoyed and very turned on at the prospect of being forced to do something i’ve been trying to avoid.a list of the things I licked: ping pong table, sink, mop handle, pillow, a doorknob 🙃, my phone, the sink faucet, my cup, paper towel holder, refrigerator, and the kitchen counter. that’s 11 but I lost count and did an extra one by accident. I wanted to be able to grind and lick the taste of my cunt off of the objects but I was pressed for time and ended up just licking most of the things (which kinda made it feel like a punishment 🙄) but the things that I did get to grind on and then lick gave me some of the best edges of my life.the corner of the ping pong table dug into my cunt and hurt it so bad, I fucking loved it. when I finished and stumbled back to my seat I had a no touch edge just remembering what I did 😳 the sink and the mop handle were done back to back and I don’t think i’ve been more embarrassed and disgusted with myself than I was at that moment. I felt so low and filthy and embarrassed grinding and licking those things. uhmmm I actually cried a little bit, but like in a good way? idk, I hated how much I loved it. like, I shouldn’t be getting off on doing disgusting things to entertain someone online 🥴 but I love it so muchas I already mentioned, my report was 2 days late and that wasn’t gonna fly without punishment. he intentionally came up with a new punishment that he thought I would like cuz of uhmmm….reasons. I had to take a bath for 30 minutes while in sensory deprivation and repeating “I will never be late again master”. I was very confused as to how I was supposed to like that punishment since I basically hate every aspect of what I had to do. I was very wrong in that assumption because after I did it I ended up really liking it. which he made fun of me for since I complained like crazy when I first heard the punishment. but like i’ve never taken a bath before, I’m a shower person, so I didn’t think I’d like it 🙄anyways here’s how it went. I took a cold bath, which was very refreshing cuz it’s hot as hell here. subtle detail, but I liked how the cold water felt against my clit when I moved around. I thought the mantra would make me feel bad but it actually turned me on 😅 my clit was throbbing with every word. it was making me want to be the best slut I could be for my master. it turned me on so much I thought I’d get to the edge by just saying it over and over again (he actually wants me to try to do that) I also don’t like sensory deprivation but it made sense here, it helped relax me a little bit. in conclusion, my owner always knows what’s best for me and I like doing anything as long as he’s making me do it. I mean. I fought him a lot on this and I ended up liking it way more than I expected.I was supposed to be allowed to use my cunt again on monday but again, my report was late and I would’ve felt bad asking to use it so I didn’t. turns out I could’ve had it back monday since he gave me a different punishment. but I only figured that out when I asked him on thursday. when he said yes, I was sort of disappointed. there were only like 2 and a half days left and I would’ve gone a whole month without my cunt. I expressed that to him and he said I could keep my cunt denied if I wanted to 😁 I also haven’t used my toys in a month and the last time my cunt was used was with by me pounding at it with a dildo. I think it would be amazing for that to be the way it’s also used for the first time in a month, and not just fingering myself. (I thought about keeping it denied until I finally get fucked by a real cock but idk when that would happen. so even though that idea is so fucking hot, I don’t think i’ll go through with it)there was one night where he told me to do a “pain-based” edge buuuut instead, I stayed up until 6 am and just went to sleep. I didn’t think it was that serious, he usually lets me complete things on my own time but apparently this wasn’t one of those things. I still wasn’t taking him seriously the next morning when he asked about it and that earned me a punishment. I now had to do 3 pain-based edges along with an additional 50 edges by the end of the day (it was initially 40 edges but I called him a fucking bitch and that got me 10 more edges 😅) edging as a punishment sounds like heaven, right? but it’s not. I tend to want to do the opposite of what I’m told and being told to edge kind of makes me not in the mood. also 53 edges in a day is way more than anything i’ve done recently. oh anddddd I could only edge by grinding on things or using my ass 🙃 the cards were not in my favor that day.if you guessed that I didn’t complete my edges then you are correct!!! but before I mention the punishment for the edges I didn’t do let me talk about some of the edges I did do.the 3 pain ones were the first ones I completed. the first one was done by hitting my clit 72 times with a leather belt. yes I edged from just the pain and stimulation from the belt hitting me. I didn’t stop there cuz right after that, guess what my dumbass did. I put icy hot on my already battered and bruised clit 🥴 that decision sent my clit straight into the fiery pits of hell. I made it worse by waving a fan at my cunt, thus making the icy hot literally freezing and then stop which immediately returned it to burning pain. after doing that a couple times the pain from that also got me to the edge. my clit didn’t get a break for the third pain edge. instead it got a clothespin on it and as did my tits. I’d take off the clothespins one by one and then immediately start rapidly hitting that spot with a wooden spoon. that on its own wouldn’t have hurt that bad but after everything my clit had been through it was torture.my entire body was shaking throughout the duration of all those edges and after them I felt used and sore and my cunt was red, swollen and leaking. I later figured out that it was a mistake to start with the pain ones cuz my entire cunt was sore the whole day 🙃 and that made edging even harderone last “new” edge I did that day was grinding against the arm of a metal chair. that was a very interesting feeling. cold and smooth and hard, very hard it hurt a lot when I accidentally pressed too hard. okayyyyy time for the punishment. since I missed 36 edges (yeahhhh it’s a lot I know 😅) I have 36 hours of no touch starting wednesday at noon 😭 that’s a day and a half of no touch, I might actually cry that day. I’m gonna try to get in a lot of touching before noonone last thing I think before I can close this report up. I saw that my owner planned on working towards cumming on command with his other sub and I told him he could probably do that with me since I’m possibly the easiest slut in the world but obviously I’m not allowed to cum soooo he’s gonna work on getting me to edge on command. to help with that I now have to have my 10:23 edge completed in the first 40 seconds of the minute. idk if that’s gonna help but i’ll still do it. I think I just have to get really horny and then he can tell me to edge or something. but I always question him and I end up being wrong so i’ll just trust him completely with this.I’m doneeeeee, finally. that took forever but I had a lot of fun writing this week’s report ☺️ that is all thanks to my owner. he’s the one that comes up with the fun and exciting tasks and the punishments. I can’t necessarily thank him for being creative but I’m certainly very grateful for it. honestly, it’s everything he does that is amazing. even if I don’t think i’ll enjoy something I end up liking it just because he’s making me do it. he has some magical power or something and I’m very thankful for it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n