no orgasm in june – rules and tasks please

hi! i’m a woman in my early 20s and i’ve been into edging and denial for a few years but i have never actually tried it for more than a few hours. now i feel like it’s the perfect time, it’s june 1st in just about an hour when i’m writing this, so i will try to not cum for the whole month! i’ve already edged for a few hours and just put numbing cream on my clit and the surrounding area so now i can’t feel anything except from the tingles inside me 😩 i’m going to listen to cal’s curse when i’m going to sleep.i would like some rules/tasks from you guys! but i want it to be very hard. since i’ve never done this before im going to be easy on myself and not be so upset if i cum. but i want punishment if i do. i have a few rules already set for myself:allowed to cum EARLIEST by july 1st.only allowed to edge with numbing cream onuse edgeplay.me website everytime i edge and use the ”decide for me” alternative, if it says i’m allowed to cum i will ruin it.i have a partner, but he doesn’t know about this kink, so i will fake my orgasms everytime i’m with him.i have never done ass play but i’m open to maybe trying.please give me suggestions! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n