New to being denied – I’m in shock

I met someone recently online and he took control from our first conversation and made his intentions clear that he wanted to own and control me.He did something nobody else ever did – told me I would not be allowed to cum for a long time (a few days later he said it is because he wanted to make my first orgasm with him so special and make sure I never forget it) & he also told me from that 1st night I was not allowed to touch myself without permission anymore. No, I don’t get permission every time I ask.I accepted, because he had my attention in a totally different way to anyone else ever has and I couldn’t seem to help myself.A few weeks on and yesterday evening I found myself online looking up something else and stumbled across female orgasm denial….suddenly I thought f₩@k, what are his intentions for me, after he has allowed me to orgasm with him for the first time.I was wondering all night, so I asked him earlier when we were talking.He told me that I will be denied a lot, even after that first time and that he will enjoy it. He said I don’t need to constantly orgasm anymore and he decided that first night how he wanted to deny me a lot because I said that I usually cum 3 or 4 times a day.He also told me he assumed that I knew he planned to deny me a lot and orgasms will be rare, when he told me I wouldn’t get to orgasm for a long time the first time, but was loving my realisation that I won’t get to orgasm much anymore and that he will not be giving me back being allowed to touch myself when I want anymore.I don’t know if I’m more turned on, subdued, frustrated or humiliated.He’s totally blown my mind and world to completely new levels. I don’t know why but I told him I will willingly allow him this if its what he wants but I can’t promise that I won’t struggle with it sometimes.He said he knows and will enjoy my struggle and my begging even when he knows he will deny me.He said he loves how (he thinks) it is making me be a good girl, it will keep me focused on him & that good girls have to be well behaved and earn their orgasms.I’m not used to being denied, if anything I’ve either laughed or refused denial with anyone else, in fact the truth is, I’ve teased and denied a lot of men.I’m still trying to take it all in. He gives me so much and yet takes so much away from me at the same time, but I can’t seem to help letting him and wanting him more.I just needed to post this.Why do you think females should be denied orgasm ?Please help me with this, or tell me why you enjoy doing this to females. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n