(ftm) I will never touch my clit again

Since this moment I will never touch my clit again. Me and my relatives and friends will be cursed if I will break my promise. If I will break my promise, it will mean, that I don’t have any power of will, and will never achieve anything in life, and unable to stick to my decisions. My decision is to live clitless life. If I will not learn to cum vaginally, then my destiny is to live without orgasms. But this is what I want. I want to have feminine pussy that is just a hole, not some parody on Man’s penis, which I never can have. If I will date girl or a man, I will fake vaginal orgasms, if I can’t have them really. If I will not be able to focus on my everyday life because of being horny, I will fuck my pussy with some object so long that I would become exhausted and not interested in orgasm anymore. Goodbye clitoral orgasm. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n