Heyy, hello again. I’m back with another post about my denial journey. (First post)Oh my fucking God, posting here made me so horny! The second I hit “post”, I felt my pussy throbbing. I felt so slutty and naughty letting everyone know about that week and what I did. Everytime I opened reddit and saw someone commenting on my post, knowing they had read it. There are no words to express it.Even now, writing this and thinking about what will happen, is almost enough to make me touch myself. But my will to be a good girl and meet my denial goals is stronger.I did cum on the 1st. It wasn’t any easy decision though: I didn’t want to disappoint you, but I had reached my goal and I thought it was just fair…If only that fucking orgasm would have been satisfing. Goddam, it felt like a ruin. I thought I was broken for a while, that I wouldn’t have been happy with my orgasms anymore: no matter how many, I would still be caged into the temple of horniness I had built for myself.2 days and many, *many* orgasms later, I discovered that wasn’t the case and I could still cum fine. It was so frustrating though. It almost makes me wish not to cum anymore.Well, after those few days of freedom, I gave myself a new goal: two weeks, starting the 4th and ending the 18th. It’s only been 4 days, but I’m already on the verge of crying; I know my pussy is already.The first day was fine: I edged and almost came too close to cumming, but I managed to stop. Then I did it again and, fortunately, stopped again. Oof, I still haven’t got the timing right. This was a call for something a little more drastic.My period arrived a little earlier than anticipated, but that gave me the opportunity to try something: no-touch. In the last post I told how I didn’t find no-touch interesting, because I kinda forgot about my arousal, but I couldn’t stop from touching myself when watching porn and that I would have needed a chastity belt.Well, a period pad had to do. I hate having my fingers bloody and I can’t feel much from over the pad. I watch porn when I wake up and before going to sleep. Now I can safely say that no touch is the worst thing ever: I felt the fuckig vibrations from the car! My pussy is so sensitive right now, demanding me to rub it, stick something in my vagina or pay any sort of attention to her. My nerves will intensify any pressure or movement they intercept. I just hope my period will finish soon, so that I can at least edge sometimes.Since I’m so horny though, why can’t I put it to good use? So I started writing erotica. I will post the links to the 2 stories I wrote in the description, if you care to read them. They are in no way something that can happen in real life, I know, but I still felt horny whilst writing them and that’s what matters. I will write more.The second thing I’m doing to stop me from getting so close to the edge is Cals Curse. I heard name thrown around a few times, but I didn’t know what it (or erotic hypnosis) was.Unfortunately I couldn’t find a recording without all those strange effects, but they don’t really bother me. I listen to it in the morning right as I wake up, when I’m as relaxed as I can be. Is there any better timing?The important thing is: is it working? I have no idea. I’m not masturbating at all for now and even if I did, my goal *is* not to cum for these 2 weeks.It does relax me, even if I just can’t let myself go completely and there are always random thoughts sneaking their way in. It also arouses me, both for what it says and from the thought of doing it of my own volition. All and all, I like listening to it and I’ll be sure to do so every morning or at least once a day.TodayI woke up and listened to Cal’s curse as every morning. It was a bit noisy around my house and I couldn’t relax well. I’ll listen to it again before going to sleep.My period finished, but I still won’t touch my dripping pussy: punishment for both almost going over the edge the first day and being so slutty and horny. Also, this week is almost finished and I want to see if I can last until next Monday.I had to hang the washing again: I’ve never been so excited for chores. I guess I found a good way to make myself do them. As soon as I got there, I grabbed a few pins: two went over my nipples, four on my labia, so that my cunt could be well open. I didn’t put any on my clit not to break the rule of no-touch.The sensations weren’t as strong as the first time, but my hands still shivered. It was a bit painful, but I didn’t remove any pins until I was finished. This was very hard, because I was moving around a lot and could feel the pins slowly sliding away because of how wet I was.I decided to give myself a constant wedgy, so I put my underwear between my lips and lifted them over my hips, so that they can stay in place. Does this break the rule of no touch? I’m not really aroused by it nor hurt, I just feel my labia far apart and my cunt open. Well, this last thought is what makes me wet.When I was finished I removed all the pins from my pussy, but kept the one on my nipples. They hurt a little, but I like to remember what I’m doing. As if I wasn’t horny enough to remember what I’m doing 😅.As always, just writing this is driving me crazy. My clit is throbbing and asking to be rubbed. My nipples are crying to be free. I just want to see how much I can take.This is pretty much it for now. Thank you for reading this. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n