After posting the first diary entry my mistress decided that since it was so humiliating to me, I should keep doing this for the following week… while being on strict no-touch. I was however, given permission to edge as much as I wanted to yesterday. So like the eager slut that I am, I spent 3 hours rubbing and touching my clit— before realizing that my mistress gave me a free edging pass just to make the next week that much harder. Then I edged 4 hours more. I’m not very smart.I woke up feeling my clit desperate to be touched, following my mistress’ orders I opened my legs and watched porn without giving me any kind of relief. I watched so many videos of girls touching themselves, being able to do as they please, and have as many orgasms or edges as they wanted to; it really reminded me of my place, of how below those girls I am giving away my push to my mistress. I was incredibly frustrated by the end and— I don’t know why— but I thought it would be a good idea to do circles around my clit, with my finger hovering right above it. It was so much worse than before and it made my pussy tremble after 10 minutes of it. Of course I decided to tell my mistress about it (again, I’m not very smart), and now I have to do this every time I’m watching porn. In addition I can also caress above my pussy (no rubbing), and I’m also no longer allowed to use panties (or anything that touches my clit) as long as I’m aloneI went with my day without being able to think about anything but my crying clit, and got distracted several times by it. The only kind of relief I’ve had is rubbing my thighs against each other, and my clit doesn’t even get any pleasure from it. It’s only been a day but I already know I would do anything to get any kind of pleasure in my horny-denied state. I want so badly to touch myself and just make it better, but mistress reminded me today that I shouldn’t be worried about touching my pussy ever again, because it’s hers to control and entertain herself with. I need to be the best slut I can be for her. Humiliate myself for her to enjoy, make my pussy cry with frustration, and push myself until I’m the perfect toy. It’s what makes me the happiest. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n