I have decided to give up full orgasms indefinitely. I will only get a full orgasm if a play partner chooses to give me one for their pleasure. And I will never ask for one. Hopefully I’ll never have one again!My last full orgasm was July 8. My last ruin was today (August 31) and I had 7 back to back.Here is the link to my entire denial plan if you’d like to read it 🙂 I have made some changes. Largest ones here:I can not touch myself without permission. I have certain morning rituals that must be completed before I can even ask for permission to touch myself. To ask permission, I must post on reddit and wait for a comment to give me permission. I have to complete the edge allowed in the manner requested or am not allowed to edge at all. I can only edge up to 7 times a day.On the 1st of each month, I will make an update post and ask for tasks to help me earn a ruin. I will have a week to earn 10 points from the comments to earn a ruin on the 8th! Each task I complete is +1, each task I do not complete is -0.5If I don’t earn 10 points, I am denied permission for a ruin until the next month. This is the post for September 🙂 please share tasks below that you’d like me to do in order to earn a ruin.I will then be on no touch on the 9th of each month and back to normal the 10th until the end of the month.I was on no touch the night of the 26 until the today when I had my 7 ruins back to back from my last reddit poll. By the 3rd day of no touch, I was craving any stimulation and I have been having anal sessions to have some pleasure but it only made my “blue ball” (I don’t know what to call it for a female) feeling even stronger. I usually dislike anal but I found myself craving it. And during anal, my horniness level would be off the charts. I had to stop after only 5 minutes or so at times because the horniness was so overwhelming.Before my 7 ruins today, I had 35 edges back to back after being on no touch for days. Each ruin created more pussy pressure while the pulses became less and less strong.I was so horny before the ruins that I was worried about an accidental ruin from even just crossing my legs. Each ruin was like it was taking away that risk. It was taking away the risky horniness while keeping the pressure build up and keeping me wet, horny, and needy.It helped me realize even more how much I do not need full orgasms. The ruin gives me the muscle pulses that my body physically needs from time to time without the full orgasm hormones that are horrible for me and that I don’t physically need. I feel myself craving my next ruin. Please help me earn my next ruin by commenting with tasks for me to do :)I’m now almost 2 months without a full orgasm! Full orgasms bring nothing good for me so I am training to only crave ruined orgasms, and so far it’s working. I hope to never have a full orgasm again.Please share tasks below if you’d like to help me earn a ruin this month!And please follow my profile so that I can have another 50 edges one day after reaching 100 followers 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n