A denial slut’s first diary entry

Since exactly 32 days ago my orgasms have been controlled by my mistress u/byrd401 . She loves to tease me over and over, dangling the possibility to cum in front of me and always making me fight for it. The last time I was denied, I went without an orgasm for three weeks and I honestly have no idea how long it’ll go this time. I’m not even allowed to edge without her permission, i have to beg her to let me touch myself, instead of just pathetically letting my pussy throb while watching hours of porn. I love the control she has over me. It’s made me so mindless I’m constantly thinking about touching myself and hoping she will give me the chance to play with my clit; doing whatever humiliating task she asks of me, hoping it might change her mind.I don’t think I ever want to cum again without permission, it just feels so good to give in to whatever she asks of me. Having her in control lets me stop worrying about my own pleasure, instead just focusing on being as entertaining as possible for my mistress. She hasn’t allowed me to touch my clit for today, and asked me to write this here to get an opportunity to for it. I really, really want to touch myself! I do! I’ve been squirming for the past 2 hours, doing anything but that and I’m really aching for it! But I don’t want to do it if it isn’t exactly what she wants. If she wants me instead to go hours humping my pillow, or days on no touch then I will do as she wants me to. I just want to be the best good girl I can be for her. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n