long post so sorry in advance!!tldr: rubbed my clit so much i can’t feel it, giving myself no touch tasks for the weekend.today is the first day of an indefinite period of no touch. i’ve been rubbing myself to the point of being super desensitized down there. like i can rub myself to orgasm still, but i feel barely anything when i touch myself and it’s started to hurt a little bit.also i feel like it’s made pleasure really goal oriented for me. like when i was having regular sex pleasure was always the goal and orgasms were not really on my mind, but with masturbation it feels like orgasm is my only goal. i want to get there as fast as possible and do it as many times as possible. and i do it the same way every time (rubbing my clit, same 2 fingers, same direction until my right hand tires out then i switch). and i have a hard time falling asleep if i don’t touch, so im doing it frequently.the lack of of sensitivity makes me worried about being able to enjoy sex with someone else so like i said im putting myself on no touch for at least the weekend.this (6/19) is my first day. a came one last time in the shower this morning and reminded myself throughout why i wasn’t going to touch. i could barely feel anything and my orgasm took forever and was very weak.i’ve written “good girls don’t touch” over and over on a piece of paper and taped it to my mirror. here is my plan for the weekend:today: no touch (obviously) wearing underwear and long pj pants all day. my assignment: -10 minutes of lying down eyes closed, imaging being touched. i’ll leave my top exposed so i can feel the cool air in my room, but i can’t play with my tits at all.tomorrow: still no touch, but i can wear shorts today. my assignments: -same assignment as last time first thing after waking up -sometime before bed i get ten minutes of feeling myself up over a bra and sweater. still no action downstairssunday: no touch, shorts if i was good yesterday. assignments: -starting my day off right again with the same morning assignment as last time – i get to wear my underwear pulled up high all day so i can feel it against my clit – 5 minutes of gently rubbing my nipples over my bra, spank myself 10 times on each side.im not sure how long i’ll be on no touch after this weekend. i plan on incorporating timed touch eventually but only in ways i don’t usually do it myself, like penetration or pillow humping. i also plan on making myself try different positions besides just on my back. and keeping a journal of what i’ve done and how it’s made me feel.i don’t have a set date for when i can orgasm, but i’d like at least 5 days of regulated touch before i can cum again. also thinking of setting the goal of not orgasming until im with someone else, but we’ll see.im posting this here because im terrible at controlling myself in this regard and i need the accountability of having told thousands of strangers exactly what im planning on doing š female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n