Numbing cream

I’ve been on self denial for a couple of days, trying to ease back into it and I bought some edging cream from Love Honey that essentially works as numbing cream. I thought it would help because I accidentally tip over when I do a hard edge; for example I rubbed my clit without it today a couple of times and had to ruin another orgasm this afternoon (ruined one on my first day of denial too). It also hits on this fantasy I have of a man using numbing cream on me, tying me down, and using my pussy to edge himself for hours, maybe watching porn, before cumming into me leaving me totally unsatisfied and not even edged. Anyway, I’m getting sidetracked.I’ve been using my vibrator tonight and I could feel myself getting close so I rubbed the cream over my clit and let it settle for a few minutes. Now I’m using my vibrator again and can barely feel it! It’s like I can tell it’s vibrating but I’m not going to be able to cum because it’s not giving me enough pleasure. It’s fucking insane, I’m trying so hard and I can’t get there, I think this is the solution I’ve been searching for!I’m going to do my best to make myself cum in the next 20 minutes just to test the limits of it, then cum or no cum I’m going to sleep. I’m thinking if I do manage to make myself cum with my clit numbed then I probably need some sort of punishment; feel free to give me one, and wish me luck 🥰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n