Edging Newbie (20f)

Hi! I’ve found myself really interested in orgasm denial and want to start properly doing it for myself. My boyfriend isn’t into it enough to hold me accountable, he’d just want me to come every time we have sex. So “punishments” from him are not an optionMy biggest thing I struggle with is not letting myself cum. It seems every time I can edge about 5 or 6 times and then it just takes over me, and then once I’ve tipped over the edge I continue going so as not to ruin it. I tried using an edging timer today (after edging myself without it + porn for about 40 minutes) and it worked the first couple rounds but on the 4th I had a ruined orgasm.How the hell do I keep myself accountable and not cum?! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n