Hello! As the title suggests, I’m a beginner in all this. However, I’ve had this kink for YEARS. Like maybe 5-6 years if not more? I would listen to pleasuretorture audios (Look him up if you don’t know him but I think you probably do and would lurk on tumblr posts but I always always came. I was never able to edge.I have literally no self control and no experience in anything (since I am a virgin). But denial & control turn me on a LOT but I lack discipline bec my brain literally goes, well, why not? And i go over the edge always. I don’t know how to motivate myself to edge and not go over the edge. I also don’t have any sex toys or anything.Basically I want to explore this kink more but idk how or where to begin. Like I’m reading similar posts on here with people suggesting “3 days of edging” and to them it sounds so normal and I’m like fuck.. that’s insane. I’ve never gone two days without cumming. I lack self control that much.I’m sorry if this is a repeated post but suggestions would be helpful. DMs are open as well!Kinks: tease & denial, orgasm control, objectification & humiliation.Edit; it’s also really important that I DO cum? At least at the beginning? Or promised to? I’m insatiable lol. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n