Day: 3, Ruin: 1

Finally had a ruined orgasm today, after approx. 130 edges over the last three days.I started my day listening to about an hour of erotic audio clips while rubbing my nipples. By the time the hour was up, I was practically desperate to get my clothes off so I could edge and punish myself, but I had to wrap up a work project first. I could feel my panties soaking and my clit throbbing while I worked for another hour.Then I stripped down except for my thong, wandered around my house with the blinds open and tits out, and finally went to my bedroom to begin. I started with humping my pillow and counting to 122 (the number of edges I’d had so far). When I was swollen enough to start soaking through my thong, I took off my panties and tried shoving them up my pussy—but only got halfway before it was too dry and painful (seriously, how do people do this?!).For punishment since I couldn’t wear my panties inside me, I took them out, grabbed my handcuffs and headed to the bathroom. I got on my knees, cuffed my right hand (the one I always masturbate with) to my bathroom doorknob, and twisted around so that my arm was forced behind me and in an uncomfortable position while I leaned forward, knees spread, pussy hanging just a couple inches over the bathroom floor. I did six edges with my left hand, which I noted was way easier than it normally would be because of how wet and horny I was. (For what it’s worth — My clit on an average day is fairly exposed from between my labia, but this week it’s been more out and present than ever, the slutty little cunt.)The edges were too easy, so I decided to try some clit snapping with a hair band for punishment. The first snap made me recoil in pain, clit tingling, but after the next three I got used to it some more and by #15 was almost enjoying them. (To be fair: I went pretty easy to make sure I wouldn’t hurt myself.)Finally I lay spread-eagled on my bed, and told myself I had to do three more edges with only my fingers inside my cunt (no coddling my clit anymore). After the first edge, I finally ruined — and it was intense and wonderful and SO frustrating because I just wanted to keep going. But I wouldn’t let myself. I spanked my nipples hard several times, spanked my clit with an open hand about 10 times, and got up for a warm shower and some aftercare.Y’all. I feel GREAT. And my pussy is already throbbing again for more edges. I’m greedier than I thought I’d be. So my question for you is: when do I get to edge again? And how many should I do? I love edging games, so send your ideas my way. My un/happy clit and I thank you for your generosity. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n