It’s suddenly so difficult today (3 months no contact)

I’ve been so good about giving up all contact with my cunt and only taking it up the ass (and sometimes mouth) for at least 3 months now, but today has been difficult out of nowhere. I walk and feel my clit rubbing against the seam of my panties and I took them off but the moisture is running down my thigh. I am obeying my husband and will not touch myself or ask for vaginal sex, but I need a big reminder of why my orgasms are a worthless unnecessary distraction. Any other girls out there who suddenly struggle and bring themselves back to behaving? What works for you? I’m meditating, exercising, and asking for a lot of anal, but it’s so tough today! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n