I only edge for myself??

I’m all about having someone in control… I’m sexually submissive (though I’m kind of exploring my dominant side).That bring said, am I the only one that edges for myself?? My partner doesn’t know I edge most days. Even if they did know, I’m not sure I would want them to control it. Am I just crazy controlling? When we have sex, it ends in a ruined orgasm if anything. But I’m the one that stops. Does any one that make sense? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n