Hello all, I’m checking in today as it’s my 4th day of my 10 day denial.It was easier today than yesterday, for sure. Last night I watched a little bit of porn and edged for almost an hour and half before bed. First by tugging on my swollen clit through my panties, and then when that was too much, I took them off and grinded on my pillow. It made such a mess. I got soooo close but I promise I was good and lifted my hips before I came!This morning I was able to wake up on time and not even touch myself. But I was working from home, and I had some time between two afternoon meetings where some things were running on my computer and there really wasn’t much I could do to distract myself…So I went into my bedroom and closed the door, and listened to a couple gonewildaudios and touched myself through my panties. One was a girl helping her Dom feel better after work and the other was a F4F by a Domme eating out her sub. Both veryyy sexy and I got so incredibly soaked through my panties. Honestly it probably would’ve been harder to stop if I didn’t have a second meeting in the afternoon… thankfully it was online and I could leave my wet panties on during ☺️They’re wet now again that I’m writing this and thinking over my day. Do you all think I should edge more tonight? If so, do you have any suggestions for things to listen to? I love subby girl audios where you can tell she’s touching herself!I think I’m getting much more confident in my ability to edge almost automatically, stopping before I cum because I know it truly not what I want… I want to drag out the pleasure of touching myself, or grinding on my pillow, and making a mess. And most importantly, I want to make it 10 days so I get my oh so exciting reward at the end of this from my partner 😌I’m a good girl now, and good girls only come when they have permission. And I’m sooo lucky to know I’ll be getting that permission (and more!) just next week! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n