Hello again. I posted earlier this week that I was trying to deny the whole week for my partner as a surprise when he returned from a trip, but I failed (in part due to how excited I got reading all your suggestions! Ugh!) by ruining while I was edging. Iām super disappointed in myself. Iāve been able to go a week before, but that was when he knew I was denying and I was going to be rewarded for my denial at a specific time. Iāve thoroughly learned that denial with no account ability is going to be difficult, at least while Iām still learning and building up my patience šI plan to tell him about my failed attempt and let him decide if I can cum for him on Sunday (which, honestly, he probably shouldnāt allow).But for the next few days, how should I get myself as desperate as possible?Iām deciding between doing no touch or only edging against a pillow, since Iām just really easy and canāt control myself edging with fingers or toys. I should also practice a self punishment (not really into pain, but something teasing or psychological?) Any other suggestions or feedback for my disappointing ruin are welcome to help with my training šPlease only comments and no dms ā¤ļø female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n