So hard to be good

I have been doing so well with edging and staying wet and horny for my partner, and I haven’t cum without his permission in a very long time. We both edged as much as we could this week, which led to a couple really wild nights where we explored new depths of kink and pleasure, and tested my limits in lots of way. I love the way my body opens and my guard lets down when I’m in this frame of mind. I feel up for anything. Today he was sending me pics and videos that he shot of those experiences (some of which he made me post on our account) and I got so turned on that I came. I didn’t even ask or record it or anything! He wasn’t mad (I think he likes knowing what a powerful effect he has over me) but I was mad at myself! I am edging as much as possible today to make up for it. I’m trying to be a good slut and learn to control myself more. I took a video of myself humping a pillow today. I haven’t posted it. It’s kind of humiliating, but I don’t know if I can trust myself to touch, so maybe I need to do more of that instead. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

maybe my best weekend ever?

so this enby and i have been talkin for a while, and yesterday we ended up exchanging nudes for the first time!i was a little nervous and self conscious, but it started to subside, and their cock is literally perfect, i want it in my mouth so bad lol 🤤❤️anyway – we sent a few things back n forth, they called me baby and my pussy just gushed lmao 🥴 at the end though, they sent me their cumshot video, which i was allowed to save 🥺they don’t know about my edging/denial kink, as this was our first time doing anything even remotely sexual haha but i think they’re kinky and am excited to hopefully work them controlling my orgasms into our dynamic eventually buuuuut we’ll see what happens 🤭🥰in the meantime, i didn’t cum during or after our little session, and have been edging quite a lot, especially to that lovely cumshot video, wishing i could be there swallowing it, licking it all up – while they don’t even let me ruin 🥺even before yesterday i hadn’t been able to stop my fantasies from infiltrating my thoughts but ugh, thinking about their fingers in my pussy while they whisper filthy things in my ear? or them putting a collar around my neck and telling me that i belong to them (this is the big one right now 🥴💖)? imagining what their mouth would feel like while they tease and torture my clit? ooohhh god 🤤💘and now i’m just so overjoyed and genuinely happy, but i’m also so wantonly horny from edging while repeatedly watching all that perfect cum shoot from their cock as they stroke n have a satisfying orgasm, and all i get is frustrating edges and a drippy pussy that just becomes needier and needier for them 🥺 and it’s just turning all the fantasies up to elevennnnnnnm 😩💘🥺so yeah, i dunno…. i just kinda wanted to gush about this, but im up for some suggestions/potentially some instructions for tonight!! feel free to leave them below, i have 2 panty/clit vibes i can use on rotation – one is edging me currently, a vibrating plug, a ball gag, a blindfold, and access to hypnosis (such as cal’s curse) and porn! also maybe stuff im forgetting lol i’ll mention them if i forgot!edit: i’m also up for juNo related suggestions! i haven’t decided on my OWN if i’ll be doing it, but if you lovely people have any juno rules or instructions to offer me, i’ll take those 🥺 and if one of those rules happens to be fully participating in juno and not cumming; welllllll haha 💕 note that if the enby and i end up with a more solidified dynamic i’ll probably cut these rules short but until then it’s fair game!limits are pics/scat/watersports/public/blackmail/etc/etc oh also i’m not much for pain, not really a limit but tasks that are almost entirely pain are not exactly my jam female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

no orgasm in june – rules and tasks please

hi! i’m a woman in my early 20s and i’ve been into edging and denial for a few years but i have never actually tried it for more than a few hours. now i feel like it’s the perfect time, it’s june 1st in just about an hour when i’m writing this, so i will try to not cum for the whole month! i’ve already edged for a few hours and just put numbing cream on my clit and the surrounding area so now i can’t feel anything except from the tingles inside me 😩 i’m going to listen to cal’s curse when i’m going to sleep.i would like some rules/tasks from you guys! but i want it to be very hard. since i’ve never done this before im going to be easy on myself and not be so upset if i cum. but i want punishment if i do. i have a few rules already set for myself:allowed to cum EARLIEST by july 1st.only allowed to edge with numbing cream onuse edgeplay.me website everytime i edge and use the ”decide for me” alternative, if it says i’m allowed to cum i will ruin it.i have a partner, but he doesn’t know about this kink, so i will fake my orgasms everytime i’m with him.i have never done ass play but i’m open to maybe trying.please give me suggestions! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n