Okay this is going to be a long one. On day 5 of JuNo I realised that my goal of doing as many edges as the number of days was pretty unrealistic, especially for a beginner 😅. At this point I also met someone on reddit that would help me on my journey.Day 5 I was given some tasks by sir. I needed to edge immediately after waking up, and just before going to sleep. Be wet and horny whenever I have a meal (this one was interesting for me) and a few other things. Edging first thing in the morning was really fun as I had to drive after and every bump would send tingles down my pussy. At lunch I think I literally had a mini food-gasm, either I was super horny or the food was just amazing 😄. I had to be out all day and the thought of touching myself and not being able to had me in a mess, my pussy would do random squirts. I was super excited for my pre-bedtime edge. Sir said I need to learn and use my hands to edge as I have become too dependent on my vibe. I begged sir to let me use my vibe just for this weekend as I was going for a vacation for the week and wouldn’t have it with me anyway. Sir allowed me maximum of 1 hour from today until the end of next day. I used it for 15 minutes and continued with my fingers. Even the slightest tap was risking sending me over the edge. I was literally in tears at this point.Day 6 Being in this edging state makes me feel very naughty and willing to do things I wouldn’t normally do. Sir had the idea of me going out without a bra for the first time. It felt very naughty and turned me on like crazy. It was quite cold that day so my nipples were trying to poke through. Luckily I was wearing a hoodie so it wasn’t so bad. People generally have this idea of me being very innocent, I liked challenging that notion. For today I was only allowed to use my vibe on the lowest setting. I usually can’t even feel it on this setting but not today. I started my morning with an amazing edging session, even on the lowest setting it was driving me wild. But I didn’t realise and went over the edge and I had to ruin it. I was so disappointed in myself. Sir was very upset with me. I lost the rest of the vibe time ☹️. I thought this would be my only punishment but I was wrong. I was strictly on no-touch until told otherwise. Sir allowed me to hump my pillow for a little bit that night to practice for tomorrow. I had never done this before. I can’t believe I completely missed this step in learning how to please myself 😅. The friction was enough to get me frustrated but not enough to get me to the edge no matter how hard I tried. It drove me a little crazy. I never thought I’d be humping my pillow like a dog. Also realised I like being degraded a little bit 🙈.Day 7 I would be on holiday for the week. On my road trip Sir told me to grind on the backseat to get myself worked up but I wasn’t allowed to edge. I was just glad I was getting some kind of stimulation. At the hotel I was told to put a towel at the edge of the bathtub and hump for 15 mins max. I still wasn’t allowed to edge. I was sharing a bed with a friend and I had to suck on my nipples for 5 mins each under my sheets at the risk of getting caught. I got very excited and decided to taste my pussy juices for the first time (I know, a lot of firsts for me). And I told sir about this in all my excitement. Sir reminded me that I wasn’t allowed to touch my pussy and I did, I’ll have to be punished. This was late at night, I was hoping everyone else was asleep. I was told to pull my pants below my ass and walk to the kitchen like this. I had to grind on the table leg. I was so afraid of being caught in this state. I had to then lick my juices clean. Then walk back to bed like that. And my no-touch got extended.Day 8 was pretty uneventfulDay 9 I was left alone at the hotel and I was feeling very naughty. I disobeyed and edged away for an hour with my fingers (I didn’t tell sir about this). It felt absolutely amazing. I can see how the no touch helped.Day 10 Life got in the way much didn’t happenDay 11 I’m back home. I was going a little crazy with not being able to touch myself. So I edged again with my vibe without permission for an amazing 2 hours. It had been so long so I got close very quickly and I wanted it to last for as long as possible. So I used some ice cubes to numb my clit after every edge. It was excruciatingly amazing. I stopped when my vibe actually ran out of batteries.Day 12 I woke up extremely horny and started edging. I used my vibe for an hour. It felt so amazing. I was in tears at some point. Then I turned it you very low and kept on going. And i was so extremely close even from the slightest vibe then I removed my vibe, I thought it was in time but it was too late and I ruined. But it was the most unsatisfying cum of my life. I ended up confessing to Sir coz I felt super guilty. I had previously confessed to sir that I like boob bondage. I don’t know why I keep on giving sir ideas. Sir made me tie up my boobs in a very tight bondage. Then I had to put clothes pins on my nipples. I usually love the 2 things on their own but like this my nipples hurt like a bitch. I begged sir to let me remove them. This went on for half an hour I think. I definitely learnt my lesson. Sir then made me hump my duvet (the part that will be near my face) with clothes pins on my nipples. My nipples were already very sensitive so this was painful but also turned me on a lot.Day 13 I was given a few task, one of them was to hump my bean bag for a bit. This was fun. Sunday night I was an amazing edge session. I decided I want to continue my edging journey solo for a bit. 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