Denial log: Day 7! My first whole week denied ever šŸ˜

Task: I will brush my clit until it is hard and attach my sucker toy to it. I will watch porn of women using toys or having their orgasms controlled or the like for 10 minutes while I brush my nipples. I must then take the sucker off and wait a minimum of 20 minutes between each round.1: Finished at 12:46.My clit is so swollen and more achy and desperate than ever before šŸ˜£ this is going to be a really hard day! Iā€™m so excited though. Iā€™m having to constantly remind myself that Iā€™m not allowed to play with my clit because I feel like my brain is gone and I canā€™t think about anything but rubbing and grinding and vibrating my little (or not so little atm) clitty. I watched a video of a really sexy girl with her legs attached to a spreader bar above her head and attached to the headboard with a wand vibrator taped directly to her clit. It made me miss vibrating my clit until I came over and over again but Iā€™m a good slutty kitty now and I donā€™t get to cum. I get to stay desperate and drippy for sir instead šŸ˜ itā€™s going to be tough with using my sucker pump on my clit so much today though!Update: I didnā€™t want to wear panties at all today but I donā€™t think I trust myself not to grind on everything I see right now so I put some on so that I have a reminder to be a good girl for sir.2: Finished at 1:45.Oh my god my clit was throbbing so much with the sucker on that I had to take a video of it to send to sir. It was jumping all over the place! I ended up edging in it once so I quickly took it off and then only a few seconds later I put it back on but a little looser so I wouldnā€™t cum from the suction. I watched a girl being vibed again and Iā€™m definitely saving the link because it made me so wet!! She had her calves tied to her thighs and her hands tied to those ropes. Her pussy was spread with her ass in the air and a man was rubbing a wand vibrator on high all over her pussy. Every time he hit her clit she would moan and just that would make me moan šŸ¤¤3: I used my modification on this round because afterwards I have to make dinner and wanted to be as desperate as could be while not being able to do anything about it. Instead of brushing my nipples I put clothespins on them for the 10 minutes. I chose another video of a woman tied up and being forced to cum multiple times without the vibe ever being taken of her clit for a break. She ended up screaming from pleasure and it made me weak just listening to it! My clitty got so full and swollen that my panties are so tight against it now that I canā€™t stop squirming even while cooking šŸ„µ my nipples are so sensitive too from being clamped that they are pushing through my bra and my shirt and every time I turn they get rubbed. With my clit and my nipples both being so sensitive and rubbing against my panties and bra, itā€™s really hard not to moan and whimper in the kitchen. It hard even just writing this!4: Finished at 7:13I watched the all time top videos in r/forcedorgasms for this round and they are sooo good! I wish I was those girls so much! I like being sirā€™s good denied slut better though šŸ˜Š my nipples are so hard but itā€™s still so difficult to feel the brushing over the feeling of my clit being sucked into the pump so much! It made my pussy leak like crazy though which hasnā€™t really happened yet today! I think because I was thinking about sir doing all those things in the videos I watched to me šŸ¤¤ and I canā€™t wait for him to make me as desperate tonight as he did the other night!!!Sir and I spent 2.5 hours playing at night. He started by teasing my nipples so so much until my clit was throbbing a lot. He allowed me to tap my clit with my dildo and to rub my dildo between my pussy lips and suck my juices from it. Mostly sir was using my ass. I had my plug in and was to lightly push on it and twist it inside me which felt amazing! I really wanted to be a good butt slut for sir so I asked if I could try fucking my ass with the plug a bit and sir allowed that. It was so good!! I ended up playing with my ass a lot after that and then sir let me lay as if my head was in his lap and worship my dildo while rubbing my super needy clit. I edged 4 times with sir during that which brought my total to 5 edges for yesterday šŸ˜As Iā€™m finishing this log I am sitting with my sucker toy on my clit after brushing it a little. Itā€™s always so difficult to concentrate when my clit is being sucked like this but it definitely keeps me super achy and horny. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n