if u want a more detailed post with all my personal rules and challenges + day to day updates pls check out the first post on my profile. in this post i’m going to summarize my thoughts from this first week.okay, so i’m currently on day 7 and i have actually realised one big thing my first week of being denied, ever.i’ve realised that i’m enjoying being denied more than cumming or ruining.on day 3 i came during sex, and while it felt great in the moment, it wasn’t worth it. afterwards i always feel disappointed and empty, and it’s been like that since before i started my denial, but even more so now. so even though i’m super horny and wet all the time, which is not ideal in all situations, (especially when i’m trying to sleep) i think this is much better in the long run than the short high and pleasure of cumming but then feeling like shit.a part of my punishment for cumming was orgasm torture, and i didn’t enjoy it. which is great in a way bc it was a punishment after all, but that’s when i realised that i actually don’t want to cum, ?ever? but maybe it’s too early for me to say on only day 7.i’ve also thought about if i should tell my bf about this or not. TBH, i’m super turned on by the fact that i have to fake my orgasms and deny myself in secret, but the question is if that’s realistic. i clearly couldn’t do it the first time, and i didn’t enjoy cumming either so why shouldn’t i tell him? but i’m not even sure if he would like to deny me bc he loves to see me cum. but if it turns out that he would like to deny me, i’m giving him complete control of my orgasms. while it’s a super hot thought, i don’t know if i’m ready for it yet. so for now, i think i won’t tell him and just take the punishment if i accidentally cum.please feel free to comment your thoughts or give me suggestions of punishments and challenges/rules/tasks. you can also message me. 🥰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n