So hard to be good

I have been doing so well with edging and staying wet and horny for my partner, and I haven’t cum without his permission in a very long time. We both edged as much as we could this week, which led to a couple really wild nights where we explored new depths of kink and pleasure, and tested my limits in lots of way. I love the way my body opens and my guard lets down when I’m in this frame of mind. I feel up for anything. Today he was sending me pics and videos that he shot of those experiences (some of which he made me post on our account) and I got so turned on that I came. I didn’t even ask or record it or anything! He wasn’t mad (I think he likes knowing what a powerful effect he has over me) but I was mad at myself! I am edging as much as possible today to make up for it. I’m trying to be a good slut and learn to control myself more. I took a video of myself humping a pillow today. I haven’t posted it. It’s kind of humiliating, but I don’t know if I can trust myself to touch, so maybe I need to do more of that instead. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n