Month: May 2021

Why I have a fascination with fucking machines, I don’t know. I do love being able to receive and let go. I don’t have to focus on anything except getting lost in the sensations. I absolutely love to be fucked slowly, it’s maddening.. to be pumped and filled so steady and smoothly as hard and fast or slowly as I can stand.I’m so excited to go home tonight.. To light some candles and take a nice bath with delicious oils. To play with my sensitive nipples and fantasize about a beautiful woman taking them into her mouth while I straddle my machine’s cock only letting it slide softly over my aching pussy lips. Letting the pleasure build and roll over and out of me, so soft and so slow, until I can’t take it anymore. I want that cock in my ass so badly. I’ve never been fucked in my ass by this machine but I can’t wait anymore, I want that deep screaming squirting release from that yummy anal trance.I’ve been teasing my breasts thru my dress today and I’m on fire 🔥I know I’ll be there tonight getting fucked and wishing someone were watching 🌹 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I am addicted to giving blowjobs (like, it’s actually kind of a problem, but that’s not for here).So when I met a guy a couple years ago who could cum over and over again for nearly an hour at a time…I was hooked. Our record was 5 orgasms in 57 minutes, with no breaks. (Even when I needed to stand to stretch my legs, I’d keep my mouth on him.) It was intoxicating and, well, addictive.We decided fairly early on that there wouldn’t be anything more than blowjobs, although I’d often masturbate in front of him after. When I’d suck his cock, it really felt like we were having sex, just without anything below my waist.I’ve seen him on and off and recently got a craving for him again. But I’ve also been obsessed with orgasm denial lately, and what I crave is giving him long cock worship sessions with absolutely no release for me. Not just nothing below the waist — but active, intentional denial. I decided that I needed that masochistic element for the relationship to work for me (otherwise, it felt too one-sided, which is kind of funny…but that’s how it felt).He’s not kinky but he was game to deny me. In fact, he suggested a rule: every orgasm he had was a day of denial for me. We decided edging was ok, but no penetration, and absolutely no cumming.All I want is more and more of his cum. But I get so turned on blowing him that I am desperate to cum, too. He reminds me that good girls don’t cum. Truth be told being empty and aching feels even better. More delicious. So I crave the days of denial too. Except…I don’t, because I am so fucking horny after he fucks me (in my throat).I love the feeling of the two competing desires — my craving his pleasure means I’m forgoing my own. My fixation is my demise. Every orgasm I give him robs me of my own pleasure. It’s so good, and so bad, and the lack of satisfaction is just so satisfying.Good girls don’t cum, and they make sure men cum extra. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I haven’t cum in 12 days.. and my last orgasm (or should I say three!) happened after 88 days of denialRight this second there’s a satisfier torturing my clit and my panties can’t possibly get any more soaked than they already are. It’s on a really low setting teasing me as I write this but every once in a while I’ll turn it up high.. climb towards that edge and hurriedly bring it back down before I cum … Quite a risky game for someone who needs permission for every single orgasm.Of course I need permission… Orgasms don’t belong to me. They’re a gift from sir that I get to experience when he want me to. Because it’s so much better, feels infinitely more correct when I cum for him and not for me.Have I mentioned I’m also wearing my gag? What a perfect toy, it’s a cock gag so I get to suck on it as I’m drooling away..I’m so desperate to touch my clit, it’s been at least a week. I need permission to touch sir’s property and for the five days out of the last seven I didn’t even have permission to edge. Yesterday I did! And it was amazing but I still wasn’t allowed to touch my clit, only with a vibrator. Today I was told explicitly not to touch my clit. And while the satisfier feels so good he knows I love edging with just my fingers and I’m sure he’s trying to drive me insane… In the best way.Have I mentioned I can feel my nipples against the lace of my bra? Every day I pay for his orgasms by clamping my nipples (half an hour means one orgasm paid for) 😍😍 and I absolutely love it. My nipples have become incredibly sensitive and the exchange of my pain for his pleasure arouses me to no end.I didn’t crash after my last orgasm, which was such a relief! But the next few days I just wasn’t as aroused as my body has gotten used to being.. it’s definitely back now.. that arousal.. craving his orgasms .. desperately wanting one myself but knowing every time I edge that it’s all I’ll get, being a horny slut for him .. so fucking worth it. And so much better than any single orgasm I’ve had so I know I’m better this way.Right now I’m so close to the edge, I’m so close and I want to cum but good girls don’t cum .. I don’t cum female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n