I posted on here the other day that I’d managed to go 26 days without cumming, and for most of that time I hadn’t edged and rarely touched myself as well. Which was due to my owner not giving permission as well as external factors. I finally got the chance as well as permission to edge that night, which I did twice, and it sent my brain into a spiral. I couldn’t think about anything other than sex and how horny I was, I wanted to touch all day but wasn’t able to get in contact with Sir to get permission 😩 I was reading subreddits that made it worse for myself and I had an overwhelming urge to push myself over the edge. I decided that I had to have sex without actually getting Sir’s permission before seeking out a partner. I finally got his permission to do it “if I really want to”. So I did. And now I feel like shit. I came but it wasn’t even worth it and now I feel like a dumb slut instead of an empty toy 😪 I was so close to one month and we were going to mark the date with some tasks and writing on my chest. I’ve barely heard from him again today, and I kind of just want him to tell me that it’s all ok- even though I know it’s not. Our dynamic is fairly new- probably about a month in now- and I’m very quickly realising that good girls don’t cum 😩 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n