Month: April 2021

the most popular result from my poll was to keep my vibe on low against my clit and edge that way- the session ended when the vibrator fell completely away from my pussy and onto the bedit was quite challenging to keep it in a position that gave my clit direct stimulation for the whole time. i started with it pressed against my clit, but i got wet too quickly and it started to slide down a little and settled just below where i wanted it to be. it was horribly teasing in the best way, feeling the vibrations against my dripping slit- just a little too far from my clit to really edge mehowever, it still felt wonderful, and it was a struggle to hold back my gasps and moans in case i squirmed too much and knock it off. but eventually, i got a bit too confident (and it felt a bit too good) and started to grind a little on the head of the wand as i got closer and closer to the edge, and i guess i must have clenched/pushed particularly hard because my vibrator lost balance and slid aaaaall the way down my sopping pussya promise is a promise, so i turned it off and left myself a twitching, desperate mess. i forgot how wonderful it feels to be deniedif anybody has any suggestions for what i can do tonight, feel free to comment down below… female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

hiiiiiii ☺️ I did something and I could’ve just waited to write about it in my weekly report but i’m excited and I wanna share it nowhere are all the other reports i’ve written. (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)in the very first week that I started edging for my owner he told me that a long term goal for me would be to get to the edge by just giving oral. that thought baffled me, it sounds impossible. I don’t think he actually ever expected me to do it, but yesterday I did!!! 😁let me offer some backstory. master has been conditioning me to associate my pleasure with oral. he told me that I should always try to have my mouth filed while I edge. he’s also been reinforcing the idea that my pleasure comes from other people’s pleasure. there hasn’t really been like intensive training on this goal but rather, a lot of little things over the course of the 147 days i’ve been owned and denied by himsometimes I get the urge to have my mouth filled with a dildo and after scrolling reddit and watching a bunch of guys jerk off and cum, that feeling got really intense. I actually wasn’t allowed to edge today but I figured master wouldn’t mind if I tried to edge by sucking on my dildo. I’ve tried and failed a bunch of times before, I thought it would just be a repeat of that.I got started and I was just enjoying my mouth being filled. then I got serious and was actually trying to edge. the last time I got close was because I was facefucking myself with the dildo. it’s a nice feeling, I like how rough it is and how disrespected it makes me feel buuut it wasn’t gonna work for this.I slowed down and really imagined myself sucking someone off. hand in my hair pushing me down on their cock while also degrading me. The degradation is probably what did it for me. I imagined them telling me that this is the only pleasure I’ll have again and that my pleasure comes from other people’s pleasure and I should only want to please others and that if I wanted to be touched ever again I’d have to edge like this.with all those thoughts bouncing around in my head I put even more effort into sucking the dildo. I listened to all the sounds I made while sucking and gagging and I kind of liked them, and it encouraged me to be messier. I also made myself more aware of how nice it was to have my mouth wrapped around it and how I liked trailing my tongue down the length of it. I kind of formed a connection between my mouth and my cunt and told myself that all those pleasurable feelings in my mouth were also happening to my cunt.with all that buildup happening I could finally feel an edge approaching. my clit was throbbing and my cunt was wet (lol but that’s normal at this point). I so badly wanted to reach down and touch but I also loved how desperate my clit was at that point. I could really feel an edge building up and I didn’t wanna lose it. I took the dildo as deep as I could and my whole body suddenly got extremely hot. I felt pressure build up everywhere, it felt like I was gonna explode. I was humping the air trying to get any contact on my cunt. when I got to the edge it was like the whole world paused for a bit. it was like I ascended to a new level of pleasure, I felt like I was floating, it was unlike any edge I’d done before.I stopped sucking after that and smacked my pussy with a belt to help cool me down. then I sat back and felt extremely satisfied with everything that just unfolded. lol, yes I felt satisfied from being able to edge without even touching myself, maybe proud is a better word for that, idk, I felt good. then I thought about it and I don’t think I could’ve cum from that, I had definitely gotten to the edge but I don’t think I could be pushed over the edge. that made it way hotter to me. I could suck a guy off and have him cum down my throat and I would simply just be stuck, right there at the edge, desperate to cum but unable to, just like I should be ☺️thank you master for training me to be able to do the impossible. I definitely wouldn’t have been able to do it without him. I’m excited to work on all the ways to become an even better slut ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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At first I was frustrated, but now I’m feeling all nice and edgy and desperate, and less likely to go over since clit orgasms are usually my downfall. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I miss feeling horny, needy and denied so for the entire month of April (at least) I will not have a single orgasm. Last year I went a month without and it was a great experience. I feel I am right now in a good place to continue exploring orgasm denial. I really miss the way it makes me feel, both emotionally and physically.This time around I don’t have anyone who is sending me daily tasks and keeping me denied. That’s fine and I am not looking to change this. But I will post the occasional update here hoping this will keep me on track. And of course I am always happy to hear everyone’s suggestions and advice to keep me denied.With that in mind:As my pussy doesn’t belong to me and orgasms aren’t necessary, I am no longer permitted to cum. I am also not permitted any ruined orgasms so that I am desperate at all times to be used for someone else’s pleasure. Edges are only allowed on very rare occasions, and never more than one in any given session. They are a very infrequent reward given to me and not to be taken by me without permission.I will remind myself every day that my pussy doesn’t belong to me. It’s for someone else’s pleasure, not for my pleasure. It’s supposed to be soaking and aching with constant desire to be used. I will keep it in this state every day. I will never touch myself with my own hands and only use toys to keep my pussy teased and in the desired state. If I am a very good girl, I might be allowed to touch my pussy later this month wearing latex gloves.Every day, I will come up with a list of tasks to do the next day to ensure my pussy remains soaking, aching and needy. I will complete all the tasks but not tease myself beyond them. I need to remember that my pussy doesn’t belong to me and that I do not have the right to play with it unless instructed to do so. When I tease my pussy I will remember that this is not for my own enjoyment but to keep my pussy in the desired state: it should alway be aching to be used for someone else’s pleasure.And most importantly every day I will remind myself that good girls don’t cum! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

See my post history for examples. But I’ve been so so horny all day. Just thinking about being fucked and bred and filled. I want nothing more than to be used and abused and everything. So tonight, second night in a row, I’ll be stuffing my pussy with a nice fat dildo and keeping it there.. and of course, I never touch myself the entire time. The involuntarily pulses are so good!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n