So I haven’t had a true orgasm since April 9th, and my last ruined orgasm was April 14th (I will post the video when it’s uploaded). I haven’t been able to touch myself or edge at all because I’m on a trip with family that will be over by tomorrow night, but I’ve been carefully considering what I want to do when I am finally alone and can do what I want to my throbbing, slutty pussy.I’ve been really interested in the r/growyourclit community, and I’ve recently bought a pump! Once this comes in the mail, I hope to pump my clit for an hour at least every day that I can to try to grow it. I may even get some testosterone gel but that’s pretty up in the air. I’ll need to stimulate my clit to make it hard before pumping, so I will try to video that when I can! And of course the pumping, and tigger balm/icy hot should also increase blood flow to the area so why not add that in? :)I plan to reset my denial counter to 0 on May 1st, and for every day of May edge for the amount that is the date (so May 1st I’ll edge once, May 2nd I’ll edge twice, the 3rd three times, you get the idea.) If I accidentally ruin during these edges then the counter gets set back and I’ll need to continue my denial into June, but if it does then the edge counter WON’T be reset to 1, 2, 3, etc, but rather 31, 32, 33, etc.I’m planning on a full orgasm on Friday the 30th to reset my denial count, but before that in the month of April, I’ll be edging and ruining at my leisure, but no full cumming allowed until the 30th.When my denial ends I’ll film a full orgasm for you all.I also have some exciting things happening, I’ve ordered a ring light from Amazon to help with lighting. I’m also going to wax my pussy so I can be hairless for longer. Having stubble, though it’s sexy for some of you, makes me not want to film until I’m hairless and I’m sure most of you would rather more hairless videos than less videos in general. I really love the hairless look for denial because it shows the full breadth of how desperate, straining, and wet my pussy is. I love that flush my lips get <3I am also going to get verified on Pornhub, best case scenario all of my videos go back up though I'm not sure, if they don't, don't worry I'll be adding more videos and I'll try to contact the staff to see what I need to do. I've also been playing around with the idea of changing my appearance so that I can appear in videos while also keep my anonymity, so if you see some new changes like that, that is why! It's annoying to try to make sure I NEVER show my face, I'd rather just change what I look like for my videos than what I look like in real life.Of course these plans are subject to change depending on my feelings, and of course I can add stuff in that I like from what you guys suggest! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://www.lovense.com/r/0zgdsg