Hello! A couple of things have changed since yesterday: someone is actually denying me now (no more self denial, which means I don’t need to just rely on my self-control!) and I’m not cumming on Friday anymore. Sir said I have to wait until Monday, as long as I’m good.Well. It’s been just over a day and I’m already feeling the effects of denial. It’s so good, but so frustrating. I’m allowed to write updates here, though, so hopefully my frustration is entertaining for the subreddit 🙂 My pussy is wet almost always now, and it doesn’t take much for it to start aching to be touched. I’m not allowed to without permission, so…. sitting here writing this is the next best thing i guess. It’s hard to concentrate!!!Sir is being very strict with my edges. I just want to spend hours playing with myself, edging and teasing and enjoying myself but I don’t have permission for that. The more I have to wait, the more frustrated and distracted I feel. Which is exactly how I should be, I guess! I’ll admit that I love being told no. I like when Sir teases me with the idea of getting more, only to still deny me.Last night, Sir made me wait all day until night to edge. I had to go to bed at 10pm, but I couldn’t touch straight away. I had to watch porn until 10:43 exactly, without touching, just to get myself all worked up. It was almost painful how much my pussy was aching! I watched a lot of edging videos, which were soo hot. Finally the time came. I had to edge for 3 minutes, pause for a minute, edge again for 6 minutes, pause for another minute, and then edge for 12 minutes. The cruellest part of all this was that I wasn’t allowed to take my panties off. I had to rub my clit over them, which was so frustrating because it kind of muffled the feeling a little bit. It was probably a good thing, though, because it was so hard to edge for the whole 6 or 12 minutes without going over. I could feel how wet I was through my panties. It was so hard to stop touching at the end of it! I was completely aching. But that was all I was allowed ….I talked to sir for a bit longer, and I was told to follow a subreddit of girls’ orgasm contractions. Sir said it was for tomorrow, but I couldn’t help myself from scrolling through it before I went to sleep. Watching them enjoy their orgasms while I just had to ache and drip, not even allowed to touch, was torture! And then I had to try sleep after that! It was so difficult.I woke up more than an hour earlier than I usually do. I think it might have been my pussy that woke me. I was aching already, and wet. The first thing I did was check my messages from sir: he sent me a hypno file to listen to, which was something we had discussed I wanted to try. I’m still practising getting into trance properly, so it maybe wasn’t effective as it could have been, but it still worked! It left me dripping wet. This was the file: https://ift.tt/3g0W0y7 I listened, I talked to sir and he gave me the option of doing my morning edges like I did last night, over the panties, or I could take my panties off. I immediately chose the second option even if it meant I’ll have to keep them on when I edge again tonight. I’m not good at thinking about consequences. I’ll definitely regret choosing this later, but I was so desperate in that moment I just wanted to touch my clit directly. Of course, Sir wouldn’t let me have it that easy. I could take my panties off but I wasn’t allowed to touch my clit, only finger myself. I can’t reach the edge without my clit. It was so frustrating. I had to do all of these with my panties (that were soaking wet) in my mouth. I didn’t care, it just felt so good.I begged sir to let me touch my clit after I finished fingering myself (three 2-minute edges, but I never truly reached the edge). He asked what I’d do for permission and I said he could make my night edges even harder for me, if I could just touch my clit for a bit this morning. He offered me 45 seconds to rub my clit if we start to try anal tonight — something I’ve never done, but I’m open to. I agreed immediately. Anything to give my needy little clit some attention! The worst part was that those 45 seconds weren’t even enough to get to the edge. Now I have to wait until tonight for a proper chance again. I’m sure it’s going to be very difficult, too, so I don’t even know if I’ll actually reach the edge anyway. I don’t know exactly what he has planned for me, and I like that.Well! Actually I do have an opportunity to touch again before tonight, I just don’t want to… at least, I’m conflicted. Sir calls me princess, and fitting for a princess, he’s allowed me to have a ‘throne’. While I was studying yesterday he allowed me to roll up a t-shirt and put it between my legs while I sat at my desk, so I could hump it and grind against it. It was amazing. It felt so good, even better than I expected. Then he told me that I was allowed to do that whenever I wanted during the day, but from now on I have to wear a little paper crown he told me to make that says ‘princess’ on it. I find it so humiliating, so much that I can’t even bring myself to sit on my throne again. Even though I want to touch so badly. It’s just so humiliating to wear something like that. I wonder how long it will take me to suck it up and just wear it… how desperate I’ll have to be…..But in the meantime, I’m just sitting here waiting patiently for tonight, when hopefully I’ll get to edge again. Just typing all of this out has made me so wet, I can feel how messy my panties are. I keep catching myself start to grind against the heel of my foot, or the bed I’m sitting on, anything my pussy can get. But I have to stop myself. I’m trying to be a good girl, and good girls don’t touch without permission.It’s only day two and it’s hard to control myself. My pussy is visibly puffy, and like I said I’m basically always wet. And I still have the rest of the week! I hope sir is nice to me tonight. I know he’s reading this, so…. please. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n