I miss feeling horny, needy and denied so for the entire month of April (at least) I will not have a single orgasm. Last year I went a month without and it was a great experience. I feel I am right now in a good place to continue exploring orgasm denial. I really miss the way it makes me feel, both emotionally and physically.This time around I don’t have anyone who is sending me daily tasks and keeping me denied. That’s fine and I am not looking to change this. But I will post the occasional update here hoping this will keep me on track. And of course I am always happy to hear everyone’s suggestions and advice to keep me denied.With that in mind:As my pussy doesn’t belong to me and orgasms aren’t necessary, I am no longer permitted to cum. I am also not permitted any ruined orgasms so that I am desperate at all times to be used for someone else’s pleasure. Edges are only allowed on very rare occasions, and never more than one in any given session. They are a very infrequent reward given to me and not to be taken by me without permission.I will remind myself every day that my pussy doesn’t belong to me. It’s for someone else’s pleasure, not for my pleasure. It’s supposed to be soaking and aching with constant desire to be used. I will keep it in this state every day. I will never touch myself with my own hands and only use toys to keep my pussy teased and in the desired state. If I am a very good girl, I might be allowed to touch my pussy later this month wearing latex gloves.Every day, I will come up with a list of tasks to do the next day to ensure my pussy remains soaking, aching and needy. I will complete all the tasks but not tease myself beyond them. I need to remember that my pussy doesn’t belong to me and that I do not have the right to play with it unless instructed to do so. When I tease my pussy I will remember that this is not for my own enjoyment but to keep my pussy in the desired state: it should alway be aching to be used for someone else’s pleasure.And most importantly every day I will remind myself that good girls don’t cum! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n