Posting here to keep myself accountable… I decided to cum last night, even though I’m trying to deny myself and only cum with my partner. I was so achy with desire and just wanted the release, even though I knew I would miss the feeling afterward. So I made a deal with myself that if I came, I’d have to leave the ben wa balls I was wearing in place while I slept, to make sure I woke up wet and horny again today, and it worked! I was soaked this morning and also had a lot of weird and stimulating dreams overnight.I’m looking forward to a night with my partner tomorrow (Saturday) and want to be as dripping wet and desperate for his cock as possible. I know how much he loves when I wax my pussy, so I went out to try to do that this morning, but I couldn’t get an appointment anywhere. I was super disappointed and decided to just wax myself at home, even though it’s a lot of work and really hard and painful. I know how it pleases my partner and how amazing it will feel to get my bare pussy slapped and fucked, so I was happy to do it.I was working on waxing when I started chatting with my partner and this redditer we’re planning to have a threesome with… and hearing them both talk about all the different ways they want to fuck and fill me got me dripping and achy again. I put my butt plug in and plan to keep it there as long as possible. I’m also going to challenge myself not to touch my clit at all tonight. I want to find other ways of exploring and edging without risking another orgasm like last night.I know I want to work on some anal and deep throat training, but I’m open to other ways of passing the long night ahead, if anyone wants to help me think of tasks or ways of controlling my arousal to stay on edge without going over. My goal is to be ready for anything by tomorrow night. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n