where can I meet an experienced gentleman

I’m very, very fascinated by the concept of denial. I try to work on denying myself but find it so hard without having someone to walk me through the mental aspects of it and hold me accountable. I’d really love to find an older, experienced gentleman to dominate and control me; but I’m not sure where or how to go about that. If anyone has any pointers that would be wonderful!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

All I want is an orgasm

I’ve been denied for about 2 months and my Master loves using me for his pleasure, like I am designed to do. He recently had me edge many times over several hours until I was so on edge that I was desperate for any stimulation. So he pumped my swollen sensitive little clit, which immediately had me on edge. After leaving it on for a while, he clamped my clit and forced me to walk around with it clamped. It hurt so much but made my slut pussy so wet that I was just dripping down my thighs. After I served him, he slapped the clamp off my clit and then put it back on and slapped it off again over and over. I was so desperate to please him I kept begging for him to abuse me harder, when he then edged me so long I could barely remember my own name. I begged and begged for an orgasm or just a ruin but he said no. All I want is an orgasm, all I want is an orgasm, but I’m a dumb little edge slut who never deserves to cum again, and if that’s what my Master wants, then I will never have another orgasm. But I am so desperate to have one. Until then, my clit remains swollen, and my pussy desperate. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n