Month: March 2021

How I wrote my yesterday’s post

As I reached only one orgasm on Sunday, I came up with a plan for writing yesterday’s post. I went out. My pussy was still very sore, but it didn’t stop me from enjoying the writing.At home, I prepared as follows. I shoved a thick but short vibrator into my pussy and the well known butt plug into my ass. I don’t like this butt plug and I feel humiliated every time I have something in my ass. I wore tight and firm thongs to secure it. I put on a garter belt and black stockings and I chose the skirt as short as it leaves a piece of the hem of my stockings exposed while sitting. I though about what to do with my nipples. I didn’t want it to be visible from a distance that I had something attached to my nipples. I took finally small clamps pointed in between my chest and I connected them with a string, so the nipples were a little closer to each other. I took on a looser bra and T-shirt. It wasn’t visible from distance, but up close it was strange why I had such a strange shape of T-shirt in between my breasts.I picked up my laptop, put on the same high heels as on Sunday and walked about half a mile from the apartment to one of the benches in the park. The walk was very exciting. Although I had the vibrator set up at minimum speed, I was completely wet perhaps after the first ten steps. On the street, I felt that everyone had to know it. I felt the plug and nipples. In the park there weren’t many free benches. But I found some. I sat up and pushed the plug deep in my ass. After a while, a couple on the bench in opposite of mine left. I looked around quickly and since the older lady on the bench next to mine was reading newspapers, I took two steel wools out of the bag and placed them next to each other on the bench and I sat on them with bare ass.Ï turned on the laptop and started writing. In about the third of yesterday’s article, I was so excited by the memories and my torture in public that even the minimal power of the vibrator was enough to reach an orgasm. It was delicious and terrible at the same time, there were a lot of people around – the teenage girls on the opposite bench, old lady next to me and other people walking, then runners and cyclists. I concentrated all my energy to not have an visible orgasm. I don’t know if I succeeded but I didn’t register any strange looks, except for the look of a dating young man who had previously been fascinated by the hem of my stockings.As I wrote, my excitement grew. On the one hand, I replayed that great Sunday in my head again but most of all I was excited to be sitting on steel wools with toys in my pussy and ass, nipples tormented by clamps and all of it outside, among completely unknown people. Then I reached another orgasm but this time, nobody was next to me anymore, so I didn’t have to control myself as much, so I even pulled the string between my nipples while reaching the second orgasm to intensify the feelings. As I began to write the last paragraph, three runners stopped at the bench next to me. I saw them peeking at me and I felt like at least one of them is looking at my breasts too often. Did he know? That fear excited me extremely and even though the vibrator was set up on minimum, I had a lot to do to delay the third orgasm because I wasn’t sure I could hide it. I was thinking about these runners. What if they knew that I was stuffed by toys like the most horny bitch in the world? These thoughts brought me even closer to the orgasm. I tried to think about something boring and asexual but I couldn’t resist. The vibrator was doing slowly but surely its job. Finally, they started to run again, so I relaxed and enjoyed the third orgasm, but I had to still control myself – what if they looked back.Then I just went home, I enjoyed the humiliating walk of the prostitute – high heels, short skirt and both holes stuffed. When I got home, I posted yesterday’s post and then I released myself from my torture.I hope you liked the Sunday’s experience as well as the way I was writing about it.Love you all,Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

titan’s 10 day challenge- day 4 update

Today officially marks the longest time i have ever gone without an orgasm (well on purpose that is lol)! So far i am absolutely loving this challenge and think i am going to become quite the fan of long term edging.i woke up around 30 minutes early this morning and decided to take a few pictures to send to my daddy. after sending those pictures i played with my clit for a little while longer. i edged about 2 times, a great way to start the day! i had to go to work after that sadly, so i did have to stop.i was surprised to find at work that i was still fairly horny. we were quite busy but during downtime’s i would find myself drifting and thinking about how good it would feel to edge. my clit would start to pulsate in my jeans. it was so hot having that little secret to myself. i hope i continue to stay this desperate.when i came home from work i immediately set to completing an edge for one of the two i must compete each day! i ended up edging twice and then i out on my gym clothes to head to the gym!when i came home i took a shower and this is where i needed to complete my second edge. but i wanted to take my time with this one. i shaved, washed my hair, and exfoliated. thought my shower i teased my nipples but didn’t let myself touch my clit at all. i then washed my body leaving the suds on my tits, my torso, and my ass. i played with my tits while the suds were covering them…and fuck i don’t think i’ll ever be able to not play with them in the shower anymore. it felt so damn good. then finally i let my hand wander down to my clit and lightly graze over it. i then played with my soapy tits while rubbing my clit to an edge. halfway through i bent over and imagined my daddy’s cock pounding into me while i edged. i pictured him cumming on my back while i teetered on the edge of my orgasm but not allowing myself to fall over. i even grinded my hips back as if he were standing there. i finally got to the edge and felt my body shake as it sought the orgasm i so cruelly denied it. my whole body was trembling and my wetness was sliding down my legs. i felt like such a hot fucking mess. i then got out and made my way upstairs, immediately stripping and got ready for bed naked.i got into bed and teased myself for a little while before finally deciding it was time to start day 4’s challenge. today my challenge went as followsplay 4:44 rest :45 repeat 3 more timesmy total time was 21 ish minutes!this day was especially difficult i’m not sure if it was the shower edge or just that i’m getting further from my last orgasm and therefore more desperate, but today was a lot harder. but it was also the most pleasure able. it made me wonder why i would even want to cum. my clit was swollen from the start and so much more sensitive. i made it until halfway through the 2nds play time when i reached my first edge. then again in the 3rd twice. and finally 3 times in the 4th. when i felt each one building i reminded myself “good girls don’t cum” by whispering it between my soft moans every so often.i hope that i’m just as desperate tomorrow if not more. i probably will edge a few more times before i go to bed for the night but i’m so grateful for my daddy and that he shows me that i don’t deserve orgasms unless he wants me to have them. after all it’s not my pussy it’s his so it only makes sense he decides when his pussy cums 🥰 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

titan’s 10 day challenge- day 3 update

I haven’t really posted much on this sub before more just observed and enjoyed seeing other people who love to edge as well! But I feel it is time for me to start being a little more active! So here so this is my attempt.If you saw my last post I’m doing Titans 10 day challenge from u/Ross13McD! I am doing it with a few extra rules from my daddy to make it more of a part of my daily tasks.Today was day 3 for me this looked like: play 3:08 rest :45 play 3:08 rest :45 play 3:08 rest :45 play 3:08 rest :45 play 3:08 rest :45Before I started my challenge, I very lightly teased myself while scrolling on this sub and a few others I am apart of. I did this for probably 20 minutes until I felt just a little wet and slightly needy. Then it was time to start my timer!I typically edge by playing with my clit so I begin my taking some of the wetness from my lips and start to rub my clit. It felt so so good. I love the first couple minutes of relief after teasing yourself and you finally get what you were craving. Probably my most favorite part about edging is the feeling of constant pleasure you can get because you’re always on the brink of an orgasm. That has always been my favorite part. It makes me wonder why it took me so long to realize good girls don’t cum they edge! :)anyways! I made it until 2:30 ish in the third set of play time before i reached my first edge. which is longer than yesterday so i am proud of myself! again i edged during the fourth play time and again in the fifth. i also reached an edge when i stopped touching after the fifth set so technically 2 edges in that set!I immediately sent pictures of my wet pussy to my daddy and told him that his pussy was throbbing and wet for him. I completed the other 5 pictures my daddy has requested i send him and with that I had finished all my tasks for the day!As the challenge progresses I’m interested to see if I start to feel more needy throughout the day even when i try to focus on other things. Right now i can mostly focus on the task at hand, but a part of me wants to be so desperate I struggle to focus on anything else but my needy pussy.update on the update haha:the past couple of nights i’ve been fine but tonight i am extra horny. daddy has said that if i wake up i am allowed to touch. so i’ve spent the night passing between sleep and edges, sleep and edges….my clit is so swollen and im constantly dripping each time i wake up. i know i need to be sleeping but i just can’t stop touching my clit and edging over and over again. even just touching without getting to an edge feels amazing at this point. i’m getting so desperate that i can’t help when my hips just start to move seeking out something to hump, so desperate for a release. but i never let myself over the edge, i’m a good girl and i only cum when daddy tells me to. cant wait to see what tomorrow’s challenge brings 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Edging Journal: Day 1

For the next month, my boyfriend is going to tease me with orgasm denial. Today was the day of ruined orgasms. This week, he’s not going to touch my pussy, and I’m not allowed to touch myself, either. Then after that, he’s going to edge me every day, until I finally earn my release at the end of April. I’ll be keeping a journal of my experiences and sharing with everyone here.So today is day one of the edging journal, which basically started with my boyfriend ruining a bunch of my orgasms. Obviously, it’s part of the fun, because next week, he’s not going to touch me at all, which, I’m not going to lie, is going to be a little bit difficult to deal with.It’s kind of crazy, I get really close, and my body builds up all this tension, my breathing changes, I have all this built up energy in my lower body, and it’s just ready to release. Then, right as I’m reaching the top, ready to go over the edge, he stops.It’s weird because I get some of the satisfaction, I get the very beginning of the orgasm, but I don’t get the satisfaction of the orgasm. In a way, it’s like a more tortuous form of edging. Normally with edging, it’s getting right before the orgasm and then stopping, but this is letting the orgasm start, and then taking it away. All that tension that had been building up, it gets to start to release, and then it almost disappears. Rather than a roller coaster, where you go to the tippy top, and then zoom down the hill, it’s like you get to the tippy top, and you start going down the hill, and it all disappears. You’re not even experiencing the ride, you’re back outside on the line. You remember being at the top, and you know you were about to experience the thrill of the adrenaline, but it’s gone. But you know it was there, it was real, because I could still feel that tension in my body. The more I do it, the more that tension stays there.This week is going to be tough. The whole experience is going to be tough. But, I really like being teased. And, I know at the end of this, it’s going to be amazing. I guess for now, my fantasies will have to suffice. I’ll have to wait until I get further into this, after my no touch week, at least then he’ll let me have something. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n