For the next month, my boyfriend is going to tease me with orgasm denial. Today was the day of ruined orgasms. This week, he’s not going to touch my pussy, and I’m not allowed to touch myself, either. Then after that, he’s going to edge me every day, until I finally earn my release at the end of April. I’ll be keeping a journal of my experiences and sharing with everyone here.So today is day one of the edging journal, which basically started with my boyfriend ruining a bunch of my orgasms. Obviously, it’s part of the fun, because next week, he’s not going to touch me at all, which, I’m not going to lie, is going to be a little bit difficult to deal with.It’s kind of crazy, I get really close, and my body builds up all this tension, my breathing changes, I have all this built up energy in my lower body, and it’s just ready to release. Then, right as I’m reaching the top, ready to go over the edge, he stops.It’s weird because I get some of the satisfaction, I get the very beginning of the orgasm, but I don’t get the satisfaction of the orgasm. In a way, it’s like a more tortuous form of edging. Normally with edging, it’s getting right before the orgasm and then stopping, but this is letting the orgasm start, and then taking it away. All that tension that had been building up, it gets to start to release, and then it almost disappears. Rather than a roller coaster, where you go to the tippy top, and then zoom down the hill, it’s like you get to the tippy top, and you start going down the hill, and it all disappears. You’re not even experiencing the ride, you’re back outside on the line. You remember being at the top, and you know you were about to experience the thrill of the adrenaline, but it’s gone. But you know it was there, it was real, because I could still feel that tension in my body. The more I do it, the more that tension stays there.This week is going to be tough. The whole experience is going to be tough. But, I really like being teased. And, I know at the end of this, it’s going to be amazing. I guess for now, my fantasies will have to suffice. I’ll have to wait until I get further into this, after my no touch week, at least then he’ll let me have something. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n