Hello all,I am sorry that I didn’t create any post for more than 3 months. The fact is that after the ruined orgasm I have told you about I was so disappointed that I put myself back into the orgasm addiction. So, during last 3 months, I was used to cum almost every day and in many of these days I had an orgasm multiple times. Although I am proud of myself for being without orgasm for so long before, I realised that long term denial is not my strong ability.Nevertheless, recently I discovered my new passion in short term denial combined with selfbondage. I just torture myself for certain time ( few hours, days), and then when I have enough, I have an orgasm but often in humiliating ways.I decided to post my experiences here on a rgular base and I hope that you will like it even more than my long term denial journey.Now, I want to show you how I change ordinary daily things into my torture. This morning, I wrote an essay for one of my courses at university. I wore black see-through panties, lace bra, garter belt and stockings with high heels. With a rope I tied my ankles to the wheels of a chair and knees to the armrests so my legs was spread as much as possible. Then I tied my body to the chair with a belt under my boobs. I put a ball gag in my mouth and attached it to the chair as well as my elbows. So I could barely moving.I was so aroused of being fixed, sometimes I touched my nipples but I made it without touching my pussy. I loved how saliva flowed from my mouth all over my body – I love this humiliation.After 2 hours I upgrade my gear a little, I added one nipple clamp on each nipple and also one on my pussy. Then, I was even more aroused. After each sentence I wrote, I pinched my nipples so I tortured myself even more. I endured another hour when I already felt intensively all nipple clamps.Then, I focused on my pussy. I attached a vibrator to the chair, it aimed directly on my clit. When I was near to an orgasm, I tore down nipple clamps of my nipples. This intense pain helped me to achieve and intensify an orgasm.Then I untied myself, laid on the bed and put the vibrator deep into my pussy with panties on, but I put down the bra. I put 5 clothespins on each breast and another three on my pussy in addition to still painful nipple clamp. I was approaching second orgasm, when I was near again, I torn down all stuff from my pussy. Especially that nipple clamp was so painful that tears welled up in my eyes but I achieved beautiful long orgasm.Now, when I am writing this post, I am tied in the chair again with my juicy panties from morning in my mouthwhich is taped. I love this humiliation but I hate my own juices in my mouth. I am feeling like the dirtiest whore in tho world. In addition, I am sitting on two dog brushes with my bare ass. This brushes are really rough. I locked a vibrating egg in my pussy with really tight crotch rope. I also tied my breasts more tightly so these clothespins are very painful. I also added 3 clothespins to my pussy, connected them by string and attached it to armrests so my pussy lips are painfully spread.So, now I am tied in chair with two dog brushes cutting into the skin on my ass, panties full of my juices and saliva in my mouth, my breasts are tied with clothespins on them for a long time, my pussy lips are spread as much as possible by strings and crotchrope is cutting into my pussy. Vibrating egg is turned on at low intensity so it leaves me near an edge but without possiblity to reach an orgasm.When I will send this post, I will tear down all clothespins and still tied I will help my vibrating egg. Then I will probably go to bed because this was though day. But now, I am really scared to tear down these clothespins. I love this dilemma – leave it or tear down – great pain now or even more pain later?I hope you liked my post. I know that it is not about long term denial but I thiink that this short term is also important.Great wishes,Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n