It’s been a while since I (TF43) posted here so here’s an update.I have finally learned to cum since getting my vaginoplasty last year! I got my surgery on October 15 and had my first orgasm about 3 weeks ago. It was amazing. My whole body pulsed with heat.Then right after I reached that accomplishment my Mistress put me back on no-touch. lolI’ve had another orgasm since then, with her permission of course, and I’ve noticed a troubling pattern. After I cum I go through several days of depression. I read up on it and some other long-term denial women also have dips in mood or bad depression after they cum. I spoke about it with my Mistress and said that if it’s true that edging and denial builds up the happy chemicals in the brain and an orgasm flushes them all out, then the solution is either way more orgasms or way fewer. Well, given that we were just talking about giving me permission to edge as a reward for doing schoolwork, she said that she’s happy to let me cum way less often. Doesn’t bother her whether I cum or not.Fuck I love her so much.So that’s where I’m at! I’ve reached my dream of not being allowed to touch my pussy without permission and rarely getting the opportunity to cum. 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n