Wet & Desperate 25F – please help me stay this way!

Dying for relief and in desperate need support to stop myself from going over the edge before the end of the day!!The anticipation is killing me – I haven’t seen my partner in months but I’ll see him tonight. I got the idea to keep my pussy edged and denied all week because I know how much he likes me wet and ready for him. I’m determined to keep myself denied for tonight but, as the anticipation grows, I’m losing my absolute mind. I’ve never denied myself before, and cant believe the intensity of arousal I’m feeling right now. All afternoon I’ve been nonstop day dreaming through zoom calls about him – his hard cock rubbing up against my wet pussy… I bite my cheek as I imagine the soft skin of his head, wet after spreading my lips, grazing across my clit. I can’t focus on work, because dear god! I just want his tongue on my clit – his head between me, his arms spreading my legs wide, clutching my thighs as I run my hands through his hair. My pussy clenches at the thought of getting my hands on his member and taking him in my mouth – to please him the way I need to be pleased right now. I fight the temptation to use my hands, but in idol moments I find my hips grinding back and forth against the seat of my chair, desperate for any relief. I’m soaked. I’ve never done any sort of denial before and I can not believe what a monster it’s made me into..So safe to say that I’ve never felt this level of arousal before. Right now I’m reaching a point where I think could orgasm just by thought without any touch. I can’t wait to see him tonight but PLEASE help a girl hang on over here. Does anyone have tips to hold off? Would it be better if I just ruined to clear my head? Will ruining now defeat the purpose of denying all week? or will my desire come back? Again – I’ve never done any of this before, just trying it out, so any and all feedback is absolutely welcome. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n