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Hi everyone! Here’s my next update post along this denial journey! Sorry if it’s a bit long!Overall my desperation to cum has dramatically increased since my last update two days ago. I’ve become insanely horny to the point I spend hours touching and teasing my needy cunt. Whenever there is a free moment in my day, I can’t help but start rubbing myself. For the most part, my panties are pretty much soaked all day long now. I sit in online lectures with my camera off just so I can keep teasing myself while scrolling through porn. When I shower, I like to watch forced orgasm/orgasm torture videos so I can listen to other girls moan and cum in ecstasy while I only edge. When I wake up and before going to bed I usually spend 45-60min edging, making sure I keep myself horny and denied. I’m pretty much at the point where any small amount of stimulation is enough for me to reach an edge instantly.After making my post the other day, I spent the rest of the afternoon plugged, edging, and making sure I drank plenty of fluids. Soon enough I had to pee pretty badly. Since I’m exploring bathroom control a bit, I made sure I didn’t use the restroom right away. Whenever I’m plugged, the edge usually comes up a lot more suddenly instead of a noticeable increase as well. The combination of needing to pee and having my ass plugged made for a very intense edging session. One second I felt fine, the next I wasn’t sure if I needed to pee or I was about to orgasm, but whatever it was, I removed my hands but it was too late. I was sitting in my chair, so I started worrying I was about to piss myself in my chair. Instead, I ended up having a very powerful ruined orgasm. My pussy kept pulsing and my ass clenched on the plug with every contraction. I felt so ashamed that I was willing to piss myself right there and then as well if that’s what it came to. Instead, I sat there in my soaked pants (I wasn’t wearing underwear since I was plugged) from my ruined orgasm and had to change. It felt so humiliating having just done that. Even though I just had a ruined orgasm and lost some of that built up horniness, I made sure I kept my ass plugged to get used to associating it with casual wear opposed to only when I’m horny. After an hour though, all that horniness came rushing back, and has been even more prominent since.Later that night I was feeling super horny and decided to take my first nude and send it to my SO (sorry everyone, but this still means pics/vids are a limit, reserved only for my SO). I sent a video of me playing with my clit saying how I wished it was them instead. I felt so embarrassed but super turned on as well. After that, I edged a bit more and then went to bed.I’m still working up to being able to have my ass plugged for longer periods of time, so yesterday I spent 4-5hr with my 1.5” plug stuffed in my tight hole while I did homework and went out to get some coffee. Like I said earlier, the plug makes edging so much more intense since the edge creeps up on me and I only become aware of it right before it’s too late. After spending that time plugged, I had to remove it to give my ass a rest. I felt so empty without it though and all the edges after, although intense, were never nearly as pleasureful as those while plugged.Today the horniness has been even more prominent and has made it so difficult to focus on anything other than my pussy. Here’s a general overview of my day: I spent an hour edging when I woke up, listened to porn while I got ready, edged once more before leaving for class, edged as soon as I got back, and even edged in my last two online classes since. I even touched myself for a brief second in the elevator through my pocket while looking at some porn images on my phone. My face has felt flushed all day from the constant horniness and edges.My plan for the rest of today is to study for my big test tomorrow. I’ll try to spend the entire time studying with my ass plugged (possibly completely bottomless?) as soon as my current class ends. I’ll also edge 1-2 times as a reward for completing each practice test (there’s about 8 of them).Overall the edges are becoming so difficult to complete since it takes all my self control to not just let myself cum. I’ve gotten to the point multiple times where I consider it, but then remember that I should be a good denial slut and keep my pussy denied instead. The feeling of constant horniness is just so hot to me. I love the pressure in my pussy that just wants to be released, but isn’t.I’d still love to hear new ideas/tasks/rules for plugging, edging, and exploring kinks! Your suggestions always get me all worked up
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