my weekly report for my master (day 113 into my new life of being denied)

heyyyy it’s me again with my weekly report. I was on no touch for most of the week yet my master always seems to keep things interesting so that’s why this is still as long as it is. as always I hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)this week i’ve been paying the price of making the very stupid mistake of calling my owner a loser last friday night. he put me on no touch starting saturday and I really thought I’d be allowed to touch again in like a day but I wasn’t allowed to touch anything again until wednesday.I do think that at this point it’s not exactly a punishment but it’s just a new thing he’s trying to make me more desperate and slowly drive me insane and break me, and it’s working. I mean how could it not, he’s gotten me addicted to edging in the past couple of months and then suddenly took any form of pleasurable contact away from me.saturday and sunday hit hard, we don’t do no touch unless it’s a break for like a day after I do something intense. but there was nothing intense to recover from this time so I spent the whole weekend trying to adjust to being a wet horny mess (I normally am one all the time but this time I couldn’t even touch myself to do anything about it 🙃) we were still in the early stages of this and I was still being bratty. I kept insisting I learned my lesson after 1 day of no touch but clearly I hadn’t. sunday night something new happened. I had like a very mini “sex dream” it’s in quotations because I wasn’t really asleep but I wasn’t awake and it was literally just of me slowly trailing my hands down my body and slightly touching my pussy. after that I shot up, fully awake because I thought I had actually touched myself. (I’m counting this as a sex dream, i’ve been trying to have one for so long and this is the closest i’ve gotten)on monday my owner allowed me to put my wet panties on my face and in my mouth and trust me I definitely soaked through a lot of panties this week. anyways I never I’d be so excited to be allowed to do such a simple task but I was. I missed being able to taste my pussy so much. I would taste myself after every edge and even at random moments in the day and I couldn’t do that on no touch. monday night was hard. I had more things to get done than usual and it stressed out a bit and usually I can ask master for a pain task or I can just edge but I couldn’t this time. I begged for any pain but he refused. the only thing he allowed me to do was sleep tied up for the night. I slept with my ankles tied together and below my knees. it wasn’t the pain I wanted but I found comfort in my movement being limited.on tuesday master gave me an option of being allowed to torture my tits or to practice deepthroating a really fucking thick 8 inch dildo. obviously after craving pain so much last night I chose to torture my tits but I had a feeling I wasn’t gonna get my way and I was correct. I was bad on monday (I fought back against an order) so he gave me the other option. now he’s already trained me to deepthroat cock. I may not be able to hold it for long but I can pretty easily take my 7 inch dildo down my throat but I couldn’t get past the halfway point on this dildo because I thought it was literally too wide to fit in my throat. master thought otherwise and as always he was correct. I was able to get a little more than 6 inches of it down. I felt it go down and stretch my throat, it was rough, my throat hurt but I fucking lived the feeling of taking it that deep.guess what happened on wednesday. he let me play with my tits again. oh and HE LET ME HAVE ONE EDGE!!!!!!! after being deprived of touching myself for that long I was literally the happiest fucking person on the world when I read that text. I did have one edge and it would be my 10:23 pm one sooo I was still desperate all day. I asked if I could try edging with just my nipples and he said I could. I tried for like 30 minutes. I tried everything, gentle and rough, slow and fast, pinching, rubbing, twisting. I even had this stupid idea where if i tried to touch them like I would touch my clit and imagine that i was actually touching my clit then it would work……..it didn’t 🙃. but now for my edge. I was only allowed to use my fingers and the moment I put 1 in was literally magically. I almost cried because of how good it felt. I only had 10 minutes and they flew by so fast 😭 (my dumbass was enjoying the feeling of my cunt clenching around my fingers for like 3 minutes, but in my defense it’s one of the best feelings ever)on thursday I didn’t get any extra privileges back but I still had my 10:23 edge and everything else he allowed me to do. I asked for my clit back but master said that a lot of sluts are too reliant on their clit and that I don’t need it. I can’t really disagree with that because I can edge without it but I reallyyyyy want it back. it does nothing but throb and ache to be touched all day. I’m honestly a little scared that he won’t give it back to me it’s already day 11 of not being allowed to touch it (I lost it before losing touching privileges). on this day my cunt was begging to be filled again soooo what did I decide to do for my 10:23 edge. I denied it and used my ass instead ofc. I got 15 minutes to edge and I slowly started stretching my ass out finger by finger. god, it made my cunt so fucking wet and jealous. I loved it.now for friday master gave me the best offer in the world. I have 3 tests to study for next week and he told me that if I was good and studied enough he’ll let me edge freely from 9 pm to 12 using my 8 inch dildo. I had a good pace going in the morning but then I kept getting more and more distracted and I didn’t get enough studying done by 9 😔. master was still kind to me tho and gave me another hour to finish and then I could do my 10:23 edge with the dildo and then I could use it again and edge from 11:30 to midnight. now let me tell you, I know I already said my pussy clenching around my fingers was the best feeling ever but this is infinitely better. my cunt being filled and stretched and trying to pull the dildo in deeper. it’s like it has a mind of its own, I know I certainly can’t use my own brain while being fucked. at 11:30 I got the dildo back in and started quite literally pounding myself, trying to get as many edges as I could and make the most out of the last 30 minutes I can use my pussy before anal only for the weekend. that may have been a bit of a mistake on my part because my cunt is still sore today and I had to stop before the 30 minutes were up.well, that was my week of almost completely no touch. I didn’t think no touch would have this much of an effect on me. I thought I’d get bored and uninterested but I was so fucking turned on. my cunt would ache all the time, I desperately needed it to be fucked. I would literally whimper and whine and hump the air at random moments. I would wake up with my clit throbbing. fuck, it’s all happening right now as I write this. it’s safe to say that even though it is torture I love being denied of anything because it makes it that much more desirable.so a thank you to my owner for denying me. as i reflect on this week I do think that I have learned my lesson and I was definitely taught a new level of discipline that I wouldn’t have been able to accomplish myself so thank you for that as well. and thank you for helping me become more grateful and appreciative for everything. touching and edging for him are a privilege that I have to earn and I understand that now. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n