So as people wanted, here’s my first update!I’ll admit, I got some great ideas in my last post, but many of them were very similar and not super helpful in branching out and exploring new ideas. So if this is your first post of mine you’re seeing (or you have more novel ideas), please check out my last post and leave some ideas in the comments of this one!I still would love some tasks to explore the ideas of humiliation, degradation, holding my restroom needs, and others! Additionally, new ideas revolving around being plugged and completing edges are always fun since all the last ones were very similar.I plan on first plugging my ass either tonight or starting tomorrow since I have friends coming over tonight. After that, my goal is to try to stay plugged whenever I’m not edging, and when I’m touching my pussy, my ass is unplugged. I’m still pretty skeptical about this idea of conditioning myself to only masturbate when unplugged, but guess I’ll give it a shot. I’ll be honest though, I still don’t know what that means for actually edging. Cause in my mind, I’ll just stay unplugged so I can edge all day 🤷♀️I’m also going to start trying to be more nude when in the privacy of my own room to explore exhibition a bit with my blinds open. This means my pussy and ass (plugged or unplugged) will be out when I’m doing leisure activities like playing games or edging.As for the past couple of days, I haven’t been plugged just yet. I’ve only been edging. On the first day I also accidentally went a little too far and ended up giving myself a ruined orgasm. It was so sudden because one moment I was rubbing my clit over my pants, and the next I could feel me soaking my panties with wetness with the dull but not powerful contractions of a ruined orgasm. Besides that, my hands are pretty much constantly on my denied cunt. I edge countless times before going to bed and as soon as I wake up. Just placing my hand over my pussy is enough to almost reach an edge since I’m so worked up, or even just crossing my legs and doing a kegel will get me close.I hope you enjoyed the first update! Even just writing it got me super worked up ;)Comments are welcome to introduce new ideas, leave your thoughts on my journey, or both! Messages and DMs will be ignored and blocked 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n