weekly report for master (day 86 into my new life of being denied ☺️)

hi I’m back to share my weekly report. hope they’re not getting too boring but I do like sharing them here and hearing back from you all ☺️here are all my previous reports .it was a relatively slow week this time but there are still some highlights I could sharelet’s start by working our way up my punishments this weekidk if this counts as a punishment because sometimes I just ask for a punishment without bratting because I want the pain so this time master made me tie my nipple clamps to my hands while I fingered my ass and got to the edge and he had me do a zipper across my tits before and after it. the zippers and the punishment did hurt but not as much as I wanted it to hurt so after that I got into the ready to please position with my clamps tied to my hand so that they were being pulled and I had a dildo in my mouth and then I ripped off the clamps and slapped my face a couple times. I was satisfied and happy after that and I got to have my mind go blank for a while which is one of the best parts of pain.i’ve also been complaining a lot about the rule that I have to edge at 10:23 everyday and i’ve missed it a couple times (i’ve complained about it so many times that my owner made it a rule that i’ll be punished if i even complain about it again). the first time I missed it master had me hit my clit 23 times with a thin metal rod. i recorded myself doing it and it did take a couple hits to get it to hurt but once I got it down, it really hurt and it was different than hitting myself with other things because it was more blunt and Im used to things that smack or sting. I really liked how it felt and I recorded myself doing it so it was kind of funny to watch myself react to the painanother day I went to sleep early and missed the 10:23 edge and didn’t finish my water and I was just generally being rude and stubborn and bratty all day so I got 2 punishments that day. first my owner took away the privilege of using my clit for 4 days, so I was supposed to get it back on friday but then on friday I got bored so I annoyed and insulted him, I didn’t mean it I just wanted to have some fun and it was fun until he took away my clit again until sunday 😔the second punishment for that day was that I had to sleep with my nipple clamps on and my arms tied to my legs. having my arms tied to my legs was annoying and restricting and I kind of enjoyed it but it was more of a nuisance. I woke up in the middle of the night and they got untied and I was really feeling the pain from the nipple clamps, I was gonna take them off but I just went back to sleep. when I woke up they had gone almost numb but when I took the clamps off I felt a rush of pain all at once and my tits were sensitive all day, even my shirt brushing against them would hurt a little. it’s safe to say I don’t think I wanna do that again.I also keep forgetting to finish my water and I have to be punished for that so one time I didn’t drink like 23 oz so I have to hit my clit 23 times when I get it back and then another time I forgot to drink around 12 oz and I assumed it would be the same punishment so I told master that i’ll just do 35 when I get my clit back. he said instead i’ll be doing 12 spanks for the water and then 12 clit snacks for assuming my punishment, so in the end i’ll still be doing 35 clit smacks.I now have a rule that I have to edge at least 6 times a day, which I know isn’t a lot but I also know that I’ll be punished for this too often but i’ll try to keep up with it. master gave me this rule last night when I had only done one edge and he was kind enough to allow me to only do 3 since it was late but I fell asleep and only did 2 so today I have to do 35 spanks after each edge and the pain is honestly good at motivating me to edge.I went out a couple times this week and had to edge in public. I still haven’t went further than edging in public bathrooms and I’m starting to think of that as normal so when I really remember what I’m doing I’m embarrassed and turned on. one of the edges I did by fingering my pussy and when I was done I wanted more but I had to get back to my friends even though my pussy desperately wanted to be filled again. master pointed out how pathetic it was that I was trying to be normal with my friends while my cunt clenched uncontrollably trying to be filled again and thinking about it like that turned me on and made it clench even more.i’ve also started recording more of my edges even tho I’m not really sharing them but even just knowing I’m on camera and turns me on and then I get to watch it back and see how dumb and pathetic I get while edging. like I recorded myself edging while humping my pillow and it was interesting to see myself desperately trying to get off. I think i’ll start recording more of my edges because my owner liked the idea of me using myself as porn while I edge.I know I said it was a slow week but I talk a lot and there were also a lot of punishments that needed to be explained and I know it seems like all that happens is me getting punished but I do also edge in a lot of fun ways as well, i’ll keep track of them better and include them next time but for now, thank you master for disciplining me and for trying to make me more obedient female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n