I’m back… for just a quick update. I’m also edging as I’m writing this post so my mind isn’t all that sorted out. Well, more like slowly grinding on my seat in an attempt to get some relief…but you know…Lots of people text me and ask about my well-being in the last few days and for that, I thank you all from the very bottom of my heart. I cried a lot too, but most of the time, I’m thankful I have several helping hands here, a shoulder to cry on. Never thought I’d make any friends, really, but here we are :)Apparently, I can be a squirter too. I discovered that the other day. Someone taught me that when I want to cum, just hold it in until I really can’t – I’ll squirt. I didn’t really believe it, but hey, I’m always up to experiment things. Camera ready and I pressed record. Less than 2 minutes, I squirted. Welp, my first time squirtingThe rest of the days were a blur. I treated my wounds by edging. I took my time away from anyone and reward myself. I squirted. I slept with a marker inside my pussy. I drank from my pet’s bowl. I got on all fours, crawled on the floor and humped the stool like a puppy. I humped my shoes. I humped my pillows. I humped the sink and the toilet seat. Heck, I even humped the water bottle. Ha, no telling me how desperate I was that I was willing to hump anything in my view – trust me, I know. There are few moments after humping that I got a shock of my life for even doing such things. Was I really that depraved of a slut? š£š£I guess I am, because in the span of 5 days, I’ve edged close to 70 times, plus and minus several edges that I may have forgotten to count. Someone suggested to do 20 edges instead of the 10 edges my previous Sir had told me. I took that challenge all on my own. 20 edges per day…I didn’t do that yesterday but still…it’s quite a mindfuck for me.Ā I’m a mindless fucktoy and my purpose is to serve and please you kept on ringing in my mind everytime I edge. Good fucktoy. Good girl. Ha, you trained me well. Ask me to get on my knees and my body would obey without thinking. Ask me to flash my pussy for inspection and I’d do that without any (a bit) hesitation.Ā I write on my body to remind myself of who I am. I wake up early to edge, I sleep late to edge. I sneak in edges in between the hours. Ahhh I’m fucked. I’ve become addicted to edgingMaru is truly becoming a denial slut now. Should I be happy about that? š¤ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n