I have no self control for my orgasms

Today due to external issues on my dom’s side, we stopped the relationship between us. He was the one person keeping me in check and making sure I was not cumming or playing with myself without permission. In general, he was also just a great person and understanding Dom.Since then, I have cum multiple times today but it’s just not the same as it being ruined/denied/controlled. How do you stop yourself from wanting to orgasm?Though I sometimes hate to admit it in the moment as I get so desperate, I love ruining and edging myself. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n