my weekly report for master (day 50 of my denial ☺️)

helloooo i’ve been writing these reports for my master, u/Separate-Amoeba for the past 2 months and you can find those here but I wanted to start sharing my reports here as well so i hope you all enjoy ☺️ (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master first.)I will start by announcing that today is my 50th day of being denied. my last record was about a week so I didn’t think I’d be able to make it this far but master has kept me denied and he doesn’t plan on letting me cum anytime soon. that’s fine by me because one, I don’t even remember what it’s like to cum but it can’t be better than edging and two, I’m better when I’m denied. I’m wet and desperate and horny basically all the time, which just means that I’m always ready to serve and be used by others and that’s how I should be so it’s perfect.ok nowwwww I can tell you about the past week.this may be a bit odd but in all the days that i’ve been edging I never really did sessions where I would edge for an extended period of time. I would normally just do one or two edges multiple times a day because it’s easier to avoid cumming that way. I finally tried edging for 30 minutes straight this week and it was amazing. the first few were normal but then as I went on I was reaching the edge faster and it was harder to stop touching. after the 30 minutes my pussy was dripping and my clit was aching and swollen and I wanted to keep edging but I didn’t wanna go over so I force myself to stop. but the best part of edging like this is that my brain goes blank, it’s like i forget how to do everything except for touching myself and getting to the edge. this week i’ll try to edge for an hour, and hopefully I won’t go over.my favorite thing from this week happened right after I wrote my last report. I snuck in a line saying that master doesn’t control me and he punished me for it. I really needed that punishment because I was starting to think I could do whatever i wanted so I needed master to put me back in my place and this punishment did that. he had me put my nipple clamps on and icy hot on my clit and then put a clothespin on it while I ruined my ass with my huge thick 8 inch dildo and i had to record an apology for him. There were so many different painful feelings happening at once. My clit was burning and being pinched by the clothespin and my pussy was soaking wet and starting to burn as well. The clamps were tight and I would pull them to make them hurt even more. My ass was ruined it was so stretched out and i was fucking it hard and fast. it was almost like I was high on pain. I was dumb and happy and used, just like I should be. the punishment definitely did it’s job, I was put in my place and was ready to serve my master however he wanted.master like it when I do stuff in public places so when I went out this week I put on my nipple clamps and I had them on for over an hour and a half. i think they went numb because I didn’t feel them but it hurt a lotttt when i finally took them off. I also wanted to edge so I found a bathroom and just rubbed my clit until I got to the edge. i’ve done more in public before but I kept it simple this time but I still always enjoy the dirty feeling I get from doing things in public where other people are around.today master punished me for being bratty and not apologizing correctly. He made me record 3 different apologies with my nipple clamp on my clit and I had to tighten it after each apology. He wanted to see my reaction to the pain but tightening the clamp on my clit didn’t really do that so at the end I pulled it off and then I hit my clit with a rubber band 5 times. that stuff did hurt me and he got to see my reaction to feeling that pain. I really did like the pain tho so that punishment was kind of fun for me.master had to punish me again today because I was refusing to write this report or do anything he asked me to do. we went back and forth a little bit as he kept adding to the punishment. it started just by holding an ice cube to my clit until it melts and then trying to edge and it ended with me having to do that and put 2 ice cubes in my ass and he took away my pussy touching privileges on monday and tuesday. the ice cube hurt more than I expected but only because I haven’t played with ice in a while but then it started to burn and then it went numb. it was hard getting to the edge after that because i had to wait for the feeling in my clit to come back but it was a good edge when i was finally able to get there. I actually just finished the punishment and I know that later i’ll regret losing the privilege of using my pussy on monday and tuesday but right now I feel happy and put in my place and that’s always nice.I shall close off how I always do, by thanking my master. Thank you master for putting up with my brattiness and always knowing how to put me back in my place. I don’t acknowledge your kindness enough so thank you master for being so kind to me because even when I think you’re being mean, you’re always doing what’s best for me and I really do appreciate it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n