Month: November 2020

week #8 of my year

Hello,I am back with my 8th week of my year. I am really pleased for how many tasks I receive every week into my CALENDAR. I am happy that you enjoy it as I am. It makes me busy and horny and submissive and all that. I am now denied for 65 days and still 25 days to go. From today, I have my period so please give me tasks with taking it into account.Here is my week:I received another two tasks on Sunday so in the evening I practised a weighted crotchrope with bottles and also weighted ropes attached by nipple clamps on my nipples. Well it was a torture, especially my nipples but I did it for 1 hour and then I put down my nipple clamps but still with crotchrope I deepthroated a dildo attached to window. It was dark outdoor and I lighted a little light so it is possible that someone saw me.Monday was about no touch. My morning routine continued so I crawled on all fours to the bathroom and I pissed with leg raised. I am pretty good at it so I didnā€™t have to clean up after myself. It was OK all the week. After, I did my deepthroat training which is really torturous while I cannot touch myself. My pussy juices were on the floor after this hour. Before lunch I laid on my bed naked with legs spread and browsed some kinky communities on reddit. It was hard to not touch myself as I felt the air flowing around my cunt. In afternoon I went on a walk with my mouth gagged under the mask and with butt stuffed. I was afraid of meeting someone who I know. Fortunately, nobody wanted me to speak. šŸ˜€ When I returned, I pissed into a bowl and I licked it. It is still disgusting but I love the humiliation around it. Next 2 hours my task was to keep my nipples hard, so I controlled them frequently and few times I also put the ice on them. In the evening I watched some forced orgasms videos with my legs spread and my vibrator turned on between my thighs but not touching my pussy. It was the real torture! My bedtime task was about touching myself so I waited until the midnight and I started to touch myself for 10 seconds, then I had a break for 30 seconds etc. until I felt asleep. Well I was tired, so I felt asleep after 4 or 5 rounds. I also slept with my pussy and ass stuffed again.On Tuesday my all-day task was to put into one of my holes all fruit that I eat. Well, I only ate grapes, but a lot of it so I put every ball into my pussy before eating it ā€“ really humiliating thing. Next, I went outdoors with my dildo in pussy and no panties but only skirt. It is cold outdoors, so I put on over the knee socks. I looked like something between little schoolgirl and a nasty whore. It was humiliating and in addition I had to take care on my dildo to not drop out. I practised it every day until Saturday and every time I realised a lot of weird looks on my body by the men but also women. Before lunch I listened some audios from r/gonewildaudio on reddit. Well, there isnā€™t very much of M4F audios but I found some including BDSM stuff and it was cool. I was so horny. After the lunch I went on a walk with stuffed pussy and ass. Then, I licked my piss from the bowl again and in the evening I tied a 1l bottle of water to my butt plug and I crawled around my room pulling the bottle. It was interesting and I tried to crawl really for whole half an hour. I did it but I was tired AF.Before sleep I put on one of my very girly socks with panda bear and I humped a pillow while watching 3 porn videos that someone sent me with this task. I liked it much, especially that with Sasha Grey who is my favourite porn actress. I went sleep very horny.On Wednesday, my all-day task was to wear clothes as less as possible. Well when I was at home, I was nude almost all the time. Another task which is valid until Monday is that I must edge 15 times every time I go outside and wear jeans without panties. Well it is not my favourite thing because jeans are very rough on my pussy. In the morning, I put a dildo on window and fucked my ass. Well someone could notice but I donā€™t think so, it is possible only from the house in front of that where I live. Before lunch I watched some porn videos while holding a vibrator on my pussy. But the vibrator was turned off. It was also very frustrating. In the afternoon I had a gagged walk again this time with jeans and edged pussy. Then I did for the last time drinking my piss from the bowl. Next, I played a game. In the start I edged and then I had 10 seconds patterns of touch and no touch. Well I edged many times and I had to stop after 40 minutes because I was afraid of having an orgasm. Before sleep, I drank 2l of water and when I had to pee, I started to spank my cunt with a belt really hard. I leaked 6 times so after this I pissed in the bowl and drank it up. Then I put the icy hot on my sore pussy and edged 6 times for 6 leaks on the floor (which I licked also). Then I went sleep with both holes stuffed.On Thursday, I played a dice game again. First, I throwed 5, 4 and 1 = 10 edges with 5 seconds between them. In the second round I threw 1, 5 and 2 = 8 edges with 5 seconds in between. In third round I threw 4, 1, 1 = 6 edges with 4 seconds between them. My last throws were 1 and 5 = 6 edges with 5 seconds in between. In sum I did 30 edges, and I was desperate to cum again. After lunch, my task was to rub my pussy with pace 120 bpm, then wait for 20 seconds and start again while trying to reach longer time before edge. Well firstly I edged after 128 seconds but then I tried 4 more times and I never achieved more than 63 seconds. In the evening I did my deepthroat training naked in the window and I crawled with bottle attached to a butt plug.On Friday my all-day task was edging every hour for 2 minutes. Well, before diner I wasnā€™t home so except to 3 hours I did it successfully. When I woke up, I had to edge once for every item of clothing that I put on. So it was 2x socks, leggings, T-shirt and jacket (5 edges) before a walk. When I got back, I laid naked on stomach and I had to rub my clit for 5 seconds then slap ass cheek and repeat for half an hour. The result was red sore ass and me not able to reach the edge. After full morning of another teasing I had one interesting task. It was to edge through my panties, put on second panties and try to edge one more time etc. I ended wearing 6 pair of panties and not able to reach the edge. In the evening I went for a walk with my tack bra and I had to edge before entering every building. Well, because of Covid-19 I hadnā€™t many possibilities. I edged once for entering in the parking lot, then in shop and once more in parking lot. Then finally at home. Before sleep I put on my clit a lube that changes cold and hot feelings and it was very hard to fall asleep.On Saturday I started with 9 edges. Then I practiced a frontal wedgie and with increasing and decreasing the tension I had to try to edge but I didnā€™t achieve it. My pussy was to sore I think. In the evening I fucked myself with dildo and I accidently went over the edge and I had a ruined orgasm. Well, I didnā€™t feel anything, this orgasm was the most perfectly ruined in my life but as ruined orgasms are forbidden for me, I ask you for a punishment.On Sunday, I was very sad about yesterday but I did every scheduled task. All of these task were repeated so it was nothing new.Thank you for your participation and see you next week,Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n