Any guys into denying girls that don’t wanna fuck on the first date?

Ok, so basically I am a girl who is obviously into denial and BDSM right?But I’m also 26 and still a virgin because I’m waiting for the “right one” (lol that’ll probably never happen) and I wanna know someone well (ideally at least a few months) before fucking.Basically I am starting to feel this is unrealistic.Like should I just put out even tho I would feel uncomfortable in a non kinky way?I’ve had sexual trauma in the past and the thought of that triggers me but maybe I need to get the fuck over it?Thoughts?Edit: I never said I don’t ever wanna fuck at all…I said I wanted to get to know someone first…god I hate this. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n