Sir instructed me to cum yesterday. It had been 23 days since my last full orgasm. When the time came, it was almost as if I couldn’t do it. I just kept edging. I couldn’t keep going. I couldn’t push myself over the edge. Good girls don’t cum, after all. And I want to be the best good girl. Finally! After what seemed like way too long, I did it. I had my lush in my wet, needy cunt and my fingers rubbing my clit. I don’t think I have ever been that wet in my life. It was the most spectacular, longest, most powerful orgasm I have ever had. In that moment I remembered, this is why I do this. Orgasms are special. I shouldn’t get them every day. This is what an orgasm should feel like. I hope I remember the intensity of that forever. Today, I’m not sure if I’m back on long-term denial or not. I only know that I’m not to edge or cum today. Which is unfortunate because even though I came last night, I still woke up so wet and horny and wanting to edge. I guess desperation and neediness is just part of who I am anymore. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n