I was edging last night. No intention to cum, nothing out of the ordinary, just teasing and edging (while reading some of the very nice and playful comments some of you have left me š). I started by running circles on my nipples for a while until I was properly wet and drippy. Then moved to lightly teasing my clit, and gradually let myself touch more, until I was riding the edge, then I backed off. I have good discipline. I’ve done this thousands of times. I don’t push myself over the edge. I’m a good girl.It’s getting late and I should go to bed. One more edge, and then I’m done. Put my phone down, close my eyes to really feel that last edge. I reach it, ride it for just a second, then stop. Feel the familiar disappointment in my cunt.I pull my hand out of my panties. Take a few breaths.Pick my phone up.Then I cum. Hard.I’m so surprised I drop my phone. It’s been several seconds since I last touched my clit. I’ve never cum this way before. It’s the most powerful ruined orgasm I’ve ever had – it’s almost painful. I make myself lie completely still, wincing at every contraction. I can’t believe what just happened. Usually even ruined orgasms feel quite satisfying to me, but this one isn’t even remotely pleasurable. My legs are shaking as I get up to clean myself up.Anyway, I wasn’t sure I wanted to participate in NOvember, but it seems a suitable punishment that this one orgasm was the last before a whole month of denial. What do you think? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n