Hello again!It’s now been 19 days since I last got to cum. It’ll be another 17 days before I get a chance. I’ve edged 159 times and ruined only 2 times. After a few days of no touch, when we started edging again, I broke so fast and begged my dom to let me cum early. I feel like I’ve never been so sensitive or needy in my life, I’m almost always wet and don’t need more than a few touches before I’m on the edge. I can’t really remember what cumming feels like, I know my pussy spasms and it feels good but I can’t quite imagine that happening to me right now. But most importantly I know my neediness and sensitivity will be lost if I cum, and I love having that more than one little orgasm. I’ve expanded my toy collection to two sets of anal plugs (glass and silicone) and a pair of ben wa balls. Last night I put the biggest glass plug in my pussy and slept with it in, and I dreamt all night about being edged and fucked and being just so close to cumming but not being able to tip over. I woke up soaking wet and sloppy, and my dom let me fuck myself with my biggest dildo for a few agonizing clit free edges before I put in the ben wa balls and went to work. I feel like my pussy is so hungry for more. I want to get even bigger dildos to stuff it with and have it be full and aching constantly. When my dom lets me have my next ruin, I hope I can do it just by fucking myself, not touching my poor throbbing clit at all. We’re also looking into getting me a chastity belt, so I can put in plugs and my lush and my dom can lock me in and edge me throughout the day as he sees fit. If anyone has any good recommendations for chastity belts please let me know! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n