A week of no-touch (Day 3)

Today was starting to get slightly better than the past couple of days, before I made it worse for myself. I woke up today with my clit still throbbing, and spent around one hour watching porn while doing absolutely nothing that would help my frustration. My mistress threatened with taking away my privileges to watch porn, but I begged for her not to and I’m still allowed to watch it for now. I was really happy to watch as much porn as I could today, but when it got to the afternoon though, it… kind of died down? Being around people meant I still had to use my panties, which decreased the humiliating arousal I was feeling yesterday. My clit just wasn’t being as greedy today, but I was missing the feeling I got from the denial. Um I know how weird that sounds and I can’t really understand it either—it just didn’t feel right not to be completely horny. So to fix it and get me into the right headspace, I listened to some hypnosis loops and files.I went around the house playing this in my earphones, on loop while doing household chores around the house. For about an hour I had someone repeating over and over that—I don’t think, I don’t cum, I rub my clit until I’m dumb; all while rubbing themselves to edge over and over. Remember how I said my clit wasn’t being greedy today? Well not anymore. It was begging me to touch it, and now my brain was too. I locked myself in my room and pretended to rub my clit as well as I could; I probably looked pathetic, doing it as hard as I could and trying to amount to a pleasure that wasn’t even building. I’m not kidding when I say a small tear left my eye while doing this, I want to rub so much.I didn’t feel like it was enough, and I wanted to get into deeper hypnosis to see where it would take me. Since the humiliation from posting these diaries turned me on so much, I decided to appropriately listen to this. I honestly can’t tell you what the file said for that entire hour… I only know that when I woke up whenever I found something degrading I got a small rush on my pussy. Which will really help when I go to bed watching humiliation porn, getting horny over imagining myself in more and more embarrassing situations. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n